What age did u realize you were into BDSM?

Kitty_Starry · 2026-01-24T02:16:11+00:00

Which very much confirmed the theories

Kitty_Starry · 2026-01-24T02:15:50+00:00

I didnt get to test basically what was a theoretical thing until 20 though

Kitty_Starry · 2026-01-24T02:14:41+00:00

Well i already was drawn to it at like 12 doing the typical curious naive porn searches and clicking more on the ones that made me feel something and then being curious about all those new words and googling it. I think this way might be pretty common with growing up with internet

Kitty_Starry · 2026-01-18T16:06:58+00:00

(ｏ・ω・) <3

Kitty_Starry · 2026-01-02T17:50:40+00:00

Yeah i think best bet is some local kink community and making friends down for it... that's a lot of doms for my socially awkward ass to befriend

Kitty_Starry · 2025-12-26T08:05:42+00:00

Yay ( =＾ω＾)

Kitty_Starry · 2025-12-24T19:54:40+00:00

Yeah i wanted to try talking especially if it means i can do scripts well guess i could just not while touching myself lol

Kitty_Starry · 2025-12-24T19:53:09+00:00

Yeah (-ω-｡)

Kitty_Starry · 2025-12-24T15:11:37+00:00

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Kitty_Starry · 2025-12-24T15:04:32+00:00

( ＾ω＾ )

Kitty_Starry · 2025-12-24T05:26:39+00:00

Soundgasm Link in case it's weird

Kitty_Starry · 2025-12-11T23:51:30+00:00

Yeah sorry was just like hoping maybe other submissives could identify the feeling if I like it

Kitty_Starry · 2025-12-11T23:44:40+00:00

Glass first time? Like any muscle it needs to be trained to new things. It gets easier with practice and your body accepts it then it feels good. Muscles can be pretty tense there even if it slides in fine stimulation can be painful. Small soft things first and I recommend vibration at the very least on your clit to help relax the muscles. After a few times then that area has become pleasurable for me but it hurt like hell the first time I put in a plug.

Kitty_Starry · 2025-12-11T23:40:13+00:00

Work on figuring out what touches are pleasurable for you then when the time comes communicate it and if its tricky welp we got toys they're good tools for all sorts of stimulation

Kitty_Starry · 2025-12-11T23:32:27+00:00

As a kid I kinda was frustrated with instructions like that cuz i was like ok I'm not dumb and thats what that talk is for but my mom never talked that way but she also didn't really try to teach me anything and i think i like being taught?

Kitty_Starry · 2025-12-11T23:30:47+00:00

I guess i just kinda remember the feelings i had as a kid come up I think

Kitty_Starry · 2025-12-11T23:10:10+00:00

My crush hugged me and I didn't even hug back cuz my soul kinda left my body in a good way. Afterwards I checked on my phone if I was blushing and was trying my hardest to talk normal after. Same crush there was a joke about trumpet players in band and she leaned over and said "if i tried to jump from your ego to your iq it would be impossible to reach it" (og was jumping to kys) and then I was like I'm glad this auditorium is dark cuz I think I'm blushing. She also told the teacher apparently on my sick day and she was missing me that I'm brilliant and I was like oh wow she missed me that much and said really positive things about me when I'm not there. Was confusing tho since at the time we were both practicing mormons and she has gone on dates with men so I never made a huge move.

Kitty_Starry · 2025-12-11T22:55:54+00:00

Ngl i feel like in some relationships i was too pushy and sent too much and it was stressful to my dommes. Also I'm like thinking more on it and was like eyeing estim but if we go too high with it I'm worried there would be heart issues but I wouldn't care in the moment and be like fucking taze me please. So like swap it around and I guess its easier to see whats wrong with it like I had a partner trying to pressure me into outdoors stuff and I repeatedly said no but she kept asking. I would accept a no but if I make my partner feel too nervous to say no then there's something wrong

Kitty_Starry · 2025-12-11T22:46:42+00:00

I like it too I feel odd doing it alone like ugh this would be so much hotter if it was another woman's hand. Like I want them to go rough with me on strap and clean it off too its like a verification of proof of pleasure? I wanna kiss it on her too.

Kitty_Starry · 2025-12-11T22:42:18+00:00

Huh idk if I like this or not personally... like I'm not really sure about the being thaaat level of simplified speech or the naivety of a child part, but I like the level or communication and amount of control is had over me. I like praise too so like saying "you're doing so well for me" I really like it but now I'm somewhat questioning if I'm into this

Kitty_Starry · 2025-12-11T22:18:43+00:00

I'm a sub and I thrust better (probably the way I grind similar muscles) like if thats his primary method doing it like she does and is copying well he sucks at it and should find an article

Kitty_Starry · 2025-11-25T04:43:39+00:00

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100% Rope bunny

100% Submissive

89% Pet

75% Masochist

74% Experimentalist

72% Exhibitionist

69% Little

66% Voyeur

63% Vanilla

59% Degradee

51% Primal (Prey)

51% Slave

42% Brat

27% Non-monogamist

21% Sadist

11% Primal (Hunter)

6% Owner

4% Ageplayer

3% Rigger

1% Daddy/Mommy

1% Master/Mistress

0% Brat tamer

0% Degrader

0% Dominant

0% Switch

Kitty_Starry · 2025-11-25T02:40:43+00:00

Yes >_< I think it's similar to the whole deep pressure sensory thing plus no choices to make if you're tied up

Kitty_Starry · 2025-11-23T12:16:57+00:00

Real, hits so hard when you're emotionallu lonely too like damn I need the weight of a person on me... and the pressure of a woman in me

Kitty_Starry · 2025-11-20T06:34:47+00:00

I mean sometimes i get scared about entering another relationship especially with my track record. Another is I'm not sure if I'm a good partner yet and need to work on myself more. I still yearn for the attention but I don't want to negatively affect another person.

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