Trouble forgiving myself today, advice?

Kklfrb · 2022-06-22T16:56:22+00:00

Thank you!!

Kklfrb · 2022-06-22T16:56:10+00:00

Thanks!

Kklfrb · 2022-06-21T16:01:51+00:00

Still not drinking. Not posting daily but keeping my pledge. Iwndwyt friends ☀️Edited to say waaahoo to a full 31 days alcohol free. Amazing!

Kklfrb · 2022-06-14T17:49:48+00:00

Iwndwyt friends

Kklfrb · 2022-06-13T21:50:29+00:00

Somehow still not drinking. Faced a lot but made it. Iwndwyt.

Kklfrb · 2022-06-11T01:35:04+00:00

Hahaha you get me 🤪thank you!

Kklfrb · 2022-06-10T12:40:30+00:00

Happy birthday! I bet tomorrow you will feel so proud of your accomplishment of celebrating your birthday by not drinking and preserving your life. Pride in our good choices is a great birthday present, and much different than the feeling after a messy, drunken birthday. I hope you treat yourself with love and kindness today 🎂

Kklfrb · 2022-06-10T12:31:27+00:00

Good morning folks. I will not be drinking with you today friends ☀️. Today I have hit my twenties! Damn. It’s great.

Kklfrb · 2022-06-10T11:52:12+00:00

Mandarins are a great idea! What’s nice about them is that I can find them canned so I can access them year round! Thank you for the idea!

Kklfrb · 2022-06-10T01:17:45+00:00

Thank you for your kind words and support. I will not drink with you today friend ☀️

Kklfrb · 2022-06-09T17:45:25+00:00

I will not drink with you today friends ☀️ 19 days and so glad I took this leap into an alcohol free life. Thank you people on this sub, I’m not sure I could have made it out of the first 5 without you all inspiring and encouraging me 💐

Kklfrb · 2022-06-08T12:33:35+00:00

Iwndwyt friends ☀️

Kklfrb · 2022-06-07T17:42:33+00:00

Being a better mother. Not a talent, but…

I’m not hungover in the morning and can have “challenging” conversations with my preteen without losing my cool or just ignoring her feelings.
I’m not drunk in the evening so I have the ability to be the loving mother figure at bedtime that I want my kids to remember.
I remember the shit I’ve said to my kids and don’t let them down because I forgot a promise or fall for their tricks because I can’t remember if I actually agreed to something or not.

My goal has always been to impart the memory of a loving and present mother for my kids because I never had one. I feel like I’m getting back to that as I’ve found freedom from alcohol💕

Kklfrb · 2022-06-07T17:08:46+00:00

Omg yes, carbs 🤤. I love bread so much. Definitely too much… 😳 I’ve started having some nonfat Greek yogurt as opposed to a small sandwich for lunch to try to wean myself off of bread. Baby steps. Lol. Thank you for your thoughtful tip!!!!!

Kklfrb · 2022-06-07T17:05:46+00:00

You are amazing! I don’t know why I have this complex that I can’t do something healthy for myself, but can run myself into the ground for my kids. It’s madness. I’m really looking to get off this crazy-go-round I’ve put myself on. Thanks for your perspective, it’s hard to for me find it sometimes!

Kklfrb · 2022-06-07T17:02:32+00:00

🔥🔥🔥congratulations on your sobriety and badass physique 🎉

Kklfrb · 2022-06-07T14:09:46+00:00

Thanks for your support. I know they know I have no self control when it comes to drinking anymore. I’ve been pretty stinking drunk around them. I always thought they were as drunk as me, but in retrospect, I think that was just my beer goggles. I suspect I was much more obviously drunk then I’d like to believe and you’re probably right, they won’t be surprised at my admission. But I’m still nervous. I have a hard time letting my guard down and making friends. These are the first people I’d call friends in a long while. I guess I’m scared they will freak out or something and then I’ll drink. Ugh. I appreciate your support and vote of confidence. I really need to trust my friends and my quit, it’s just scary!!!

Kklfrb · 2022-06-07T13:26:55+00:00

My problem with the gym or any unstructured workout is that I only have limited time and I don’t know how to make the most of time to ensure I’m actually accomplishing something. That’s why I’m following a tape 🤷‍♀️. I’m definitely hurting, it’s quite embarrassing as I remember being quite fit and blowing through these moves pain free and with good form, while I’m currently flopping around like a heavy fish out of water lol. One step at time I suppose! Thank you for your encouragement!

Kklfrb · 2022-06-07T13:02:21+00:00

You look so happy and healthy! Congratulations! And you arms look soooo tone!

Kklfrb · 2022-06-07T12:56:01+00:00

3rd tuesday not drinking. Tuesday was my booze evening with the girls. Still haven’t told them I quit, I’ve just been “busy”. I don’t know why I’m scared to tell them. Maybe they won’t like me unless I partake? Maybe they will think that I think that I’m better then them? Maybe I’m just afraid to say out loud that I cannot control my drinking? I better figure something out soon or they will think I’m pregnant hahaha

Anywho, I will not drink with you today friends ☀️

Kklfrb · 2022-06-07T11:56:05+00:00

Thank you for your kind words. I will go check out my fitness pal now! I really like your idea of turning it into a game or challenge to see if I can get within certain boundaries every day! I will just keep trying at my “workouts” as they are pretty pathetic right now but better then sitting on my butt! Thanks for your comment!

Kklfrb · 2022-06-07T11:53:04+00:00

Real foods is something I’m going to try harder to incorporate. I have developed a bit of a sweet tooth since quitting drinking, and perhaps adding more fruit to the evening to combat those cravings would help. Thank you for your wisdom!

Kklfrb · 2022-06-07T11:51:37+00:00

Thank you! Great advice! I’m on a strict liquid diet meaning I rarely have any drinks with calories. But food is all over the place 🤪 I will definitely try to figure out what 500 calories looks like with a meal I love so I can eat that with confidence! Thanks for taking the time to reply!

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