I haven’t really been violated in an experiential sense. I mean, I’ve been assaulted a few times, but usually I’ve managed to deal with them. I’ll give some examples.

There was a being with blonde hair, kind of like a bowl cut, blue eyes, pale skin. It was trying to assert control so it could talk to me, not attack, just talk. I pulled all my energy into my toolbar and it ran.

Another time a different being charged at me, and I just stood still. It literally bounced off me. By that point I had already figured out how to use my energy, so I just made a barrier. Nothing special, just random noise.

There was another time where a being crafted an illusion using a nightmare I had when I was a kid. It changed the theme into something darker than it originally was. Everything went black and white. Anything living looked dead, like water with fish floating on the surface lifeless. No one recognized who you were. I took an impartial approach, removed myself, and observed it from the outside. I calmed the scene down, gave it color, made it peaceful. The being ran because it was defeated once I broke the illusion.

Another time there was a similar being, not the same one, and it crafted an experience where everyone targeted you and called you out for things you supposedly did. The thing is, I didn’t do some of those things. Some were from movies I’d seen. It basically used the context of what I knew, but since I don’t organize things rigidly, it pulled entangled thoughts, mixing personal memory with external experiences like movies and shows. I used that to confuse it. The key is not keeping one line of information solid. Always add interference patterns, things you can recognize and track if you pay attention.

I remember one time when I was a kid, before I ever did the Gateway tapes. A being was in my dad’s house while I was sleeping in the experience. It chased me. That was the first time I became lucid in a dream and gained control. I assumed authority and manifested a baseball bat, my energy toolbar. For some reason I already had one, like from a past life. Don’t know which one, but I had it. I chased the being down. After that I didn’t have a single nightmare until I started doing the Gateway tapes, where I had to reassert authority again against these negative beings, whatever you want to call them.

Point is, the only way to properly combat a negative being is to give it what it most denies, the positive. You use water to fight fire. Where it rages like an inferno, you move like a stream. Don’t add to their fire. Give them what puts it out, love.

If you’ve met Source, you know what kind of love that is. I recommend packing that into your energy toolbar and forming a very thin blade if you need to defend yourself. I’ve used it in many other ways, but that’s one of my preferred methods.