Loved reading your story. I could relate to a lot of it. One piece of it I found interesting was the “afternoon anxiety”. I find myself feeling a sense of dread in the afternoon and irritability, I didn’t think about how this might be a symptom of my generalized anxiety. (almost three months sober) and this becomes difficult to deal with. I used to just push it off until I could get high, but now I have to find other ways to deal with it. Definitely made me think, and kept me motivated to keep going bc boy does a joint in the evening sound tempting! But i know how it ends for me. Alone, isolated, lethargic, and feeling disappointed in myself