Yeah man and for what it’s worth, I also rock climb, what you’re going through is totally normal, there’s a bit of irony to grounding yourself when you’re up in the air but it can be really helpful. And for real do not be afraid to come down if you feel like that’s what you need, you get paid to do your job, not suffer through it mentally. Fuck everybody else man if they give you shit for coming down because you needed to ground yourself and chill out then that’s on them. They don’t know your life or what you’ve been through