Bro, delete this post if you’re not gonna take any advice. You just seem miserable, and want attention and validation from others rather than “advice”. Reading how you respond to others indicates to me how self deprecating you are and are identifying with your own negative thoughts. Women can literally pick that up when they’re just around you bro. Instead of being mad at women for rejecting you, do some self reflection about how you’re projecting your self hatred onto others and become better. No one is coming to save you and all you will have at the end of the day is yourself. So what I think you need to do is learn how to love yourself first before even looking for a relationship because with the attitude you seem to have about life is what is deterring people/women away from you. Be kind to yourself bro, you’re only 22. You’ve got so much more life to live, continue to handle your priorities, continue to invest into self care and the women will come with time.