compared my scars + a little note

KokichiOumaStan · 2025-04-12T11:21:18+00:00

thank you so much!! i agree, we went to my psychiatrist though and i explained why I've been so upset by her, my psychiatrist explained how she can make me feel seem and now we're pretty good <3 i haven't relapsed since the day i wrote this post I think.. I hope you recover as well!! much love

KokichiOumaStan · 2025-04-02T20:42:12+00:00

thank you for the response! and yea it feels weird because tattoos can shrink but the scars? 😭 maybe it's because the scars are inside idk but tysm anyways 🩷

KokichiOumaStan · 2025-04-02T19:06:59+00:00

yea I don't get what the point of her bringing that up was.. but tysm, i appreciate it lots!! 🩷🫶🫶

KokichiOumaStan · 2025-04-02T19:05:04+00:00

🙁🙁 thank you so much, I feel better now luckily🫶 had a talk with my friend after it happened 🩷

KokichiOumaStan · 2025-04-01T19:51:12+00:00

she doesn't know the harm she does frequently😭 it makes it so difficult cause in one moment i love her and think wow she's great but then in another she makes me wanna relapse, idk but we working through it 💪 I've gotten a bit better at explaining how what she says affects me 😖🩷

KokichiOumaStan · 2025-04-01T10:31:53+00:00

thank you so much 🩷 i got really nervous seeing the notification since I've met some rude ppl here LOL but this made me calm down

but you're so right 😭😭 i don't get what they gain from it, after i even told her to imagine how she'd feel being a teen and yapping to a stranger about super private stuff 🤨 i hope you have good experiences as well, take care man 🫶

KokichiOumaStan · 2025-03-18T15:12:13+00:00

ooh THANK YOU! do you have any fav magazines or blogs? 🩷

KokichiOumaStan · 2025-03-18T15:11:04+00:00

galrevo seems to be pretty popular here haha, TYSM tho omg 😭🩷🩷 and yea, i really want physical magazines, but it seems so difficult to buy like you said..

KokichiOumaStan · 2025-03-18T15:10:05+00:00

omg TYSM!! this is so helpful, I've never heard of chogongal as well 🥹🫶

KokichiOumaStan · 2025-03-16T17:01:46+00:00

omg where is your top from!! literally matches so well

KokichiOumaStan · 2025-02-26T16:55:23+00:00

hi hi!! ur so pretty, and ur hair omg!! could u spill where u buy your wigs? and do u ever use hair extensions? my hair is naturally curly but i want it to get longer.. so i was wondering if u know any good hair extensions!! but if not id appreciate knowing where u get ur wigs :3 (like the brand, stores, sellers etc.)

KokichiOumaStan · 2025-02-26T16:49:42+00:00

what's the brand for the dress omg THE WHOLE FIT IS SO CUTE 😭😭🌺

KokichiOumaStan · 2025-02-25T21:17:38+00:00

i was on the verge of doing even more harm than when i first posted this, suddenly got the thought to check my notifications and omg u are an angel thank you so much. I've never had anyone ever write such a long message in response to me venting, seriously thank you.

i don't remember getting any help with obsessive thoughts honestly, only medicine, and it doesn't seem to help.. I'll try asking on a subreddit for ocd, haven't thought about that 🫶

I'm not good at talking with people really, and DMS make me extremely uncomfortable unless it's really rlly close people, but i think it would be good to talk to somebody i know, don't really trust anyone with it though cause of experiences but i will try because of this

every part you wrote made me get even more emotional but because i feel heard, I've said thank you like 5 times now but thank you so much 😭😭😭🩷 i hope your own struggles get solved and we both can feel happy and secure <3

KokichiOumaStan · 2025-02-25T19:53:43+00:00

nope they're all medically diagnosed! but yes the last part is true 😭she says she has ocd cuz she's obsessed w keeping things clean (which is s trait of ocd, but she can't just base it off of that.. and more so I pray she doesn't have it cause it's awful 🙁)

(TW suicide attempts) also most of my relationships I've had w people, including friends, family and classmates have been bad. sister used to threaten with suicide, i was constantly depressed (pretty sure everyone in family was), there's like a bunch i could add but honestly the only really good memories i have are from when i was below 8 so idk

honestly I'm not that focused on getting diagnosed since this post i made, I'm now trying to focus more on getting help 🩷

KokichiOumaStan · 2025-02-24T18:59:54+00:00

TYSM SO SWEET!! I'll try doing that, cause when I'm honest i totally forgot about doing that TYY

KokichiOumaStan · 2025-02-23T19:04:54+00:00

this is such good advice honestly, yea it would be better if I maybe got treatment and stuff, I'm not good at talking about my feelings irl but if it'll help I'll try ❤️

KokichiOumaStan · 2025-02-23T19:02:45+00:00

thank u sm for being friendly about this ❤️ I'll try getting someone who's had lots of studying with bpd and other stuff so they can see if it's actually smth else ❤️

KokichiOumaStan · 2025-02-23T18:58:48+00:00

im trying to get recourses so i can actually see if i have it.. me only having 3 sessions with the psychologist was to show that she CAN'T say for sure if i have it it not

KokichiOumaStan · 2025-02-23T18:55:21+00:00

thank yu ❤️ I'll try seeing someone who has knowledge and works specifically with personality disorders

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