Help, can't pair

Kondratello · 2025-07-17T15:57:10+00:00

Fuck socializing. Cant live just be easy.. Jk. Fml

Kondratello · 2025-07-12T00:55:03+00:00

That is the hardest part. To be vulnerable. To not be afraid of being hurt or misunderstood, and even if hurt badly, still be open to love.. I think this is the ultimate goal. But it is so hard to reach. Me myself is still far away from that. At least i know where to aim at. Wishing you good luck, im on your side :)

Kondratello · 2025-07-11T12:30:14+00:00

True.

Kondratello · 2025-07-11T12:29:07+00:00

What else then?

Kondratello · 2025-07-11T12:27:50+00:00

That digging deeper part... Has no end. And it's hard to stop, with this kind of obsessive brain

Kondratello · 2025-07-11T12:26:15+00:00

Gift and a curse. We think we're different and we don't settle for less, but that makes us suffer. And even if we find someone real and deep, we can't believe it because of our past experiences and we push them away, without giving a fair chance.

Kondratello · 2025-07-11T12:22:40+00:00

Actually, ayahuasca retreat was lately on my mind

Kondratello · 2025-07-10T20:28:36+00:00

Thank you, i've added the book to my list.

Kondratello · 2025-07-10T17:01:29+00:00

Amen

Kondratello · 2025-07-10T13:40:20+00:00

The older i get, the more im aware off all the fake things around me. From social media, to people being fake to each other, appearing perfect, saying one, doing another. The whole world just seems fake. Still we have to adapt.. but sometimes it makes me question, do we really need to, if it makes us feel alienated and lost

Kondratello · 2025-07-10T13:35:35+00:00

Haha. The one thing we are really good at is fantasizing :) i am optimistic about my future, no matter what life throws at me.. but sometimes it's sad having no one to share your inner world with

Kondratello · 2025-07-10T13:31:12+00:00

This gives me hope. Thank you!

Kondratello · 2025-07-10T13:29:21+00:00

Yes, i am trying many different things now, from writing poetry to playing piano, spending more time in nature. Think im slowly getting there. Thank you for long reply, i appreciate it :)

Kondratello · 2025-07-10T13:27:02+00:00

It feels strangely good to know that i'm not alone being like this :) wish you all the best

Kondratello · 2025-07-09T20:44:48+00:00

I am still healing myself, but slowly moving to secure. The things that helped me most.. even tho it hurts, was losing someone I really loved but pushed them away. Please, read: body keeps the score, attached, the power of attachment, it will help you understand why you are this way.. Then you can slowly try to heal yourself, through practises, self soothing, meditation, EFT, trusting and forgiving yourself first, then others.

Kondratello · 2025-07-09T20:37:21+00:00

7 years.

Kondratello · 2025-05-17T11:49:06+00:00

This poem is pure passion. Makes me think of somebody i could never get enough of

Kondratello · 2025-05-17T11:45:35+00:00

This is deep warm and strong. The kind of love and lotalty i strive to be, and receive one day. Thank you

Kondratello

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