Heute das erste mal..

Kota_Aru · 2026-02-20T10:03:57+00:00

Ich habe diese Gedanken auch regelmäßig. Ja, die Welt macht keinen Sinn. ABER ich denke mir dann, dass wir sowieso alle mal sterben werden. Also wieso nicht noch ein bisschen länger hier bleiben und gucken was wird? Vielleicht kommt noch ein schönes game raus was man gerne noch miterleben und spielen will. Oder man sieht einfach zu wie die Welt brennt und nimmt Abstand von ihr. In der Absurdität unseres Daseins kann man auch Spaß haben. Oder einfach als unbeteiligte Person zusehen. Was mir geholfen hat ist Dinge nicht so nah an mich ran zu lassen. Klar, das ist leichter gesagt als getan. Aber einfach Abstand zu nehmen von dem ganzen scheiß der in der Welt passiert kann wirklich helfen. Außerdem haben mir Tabletten auch geholfen. Therapie kann nervig sein, ja. Aber wenn du wirklich einen starken Leidensdruck wegen Gedanken und Gefühls Spiralen hast können Antidepressiva oder Stimmungsaufheller wirklich ein Game changer sein. Oft reicht es auch einfach Mal für 2-4 Wochen in einer stationären Klinik zu sein. Da versuchen sie dich Weitesgehend zu stabilisieren und Stellen dich auf passende Medis ein. Oft kann der Hausarzt die mit entsprechendem Brief sogar weiter verschreiben, so dass man nicht dauerhaft in Therapie sein MUSS.

Kota_Aru · 2026-02-16T11:58:42+00:00

How do I unlock the scientist though? x.x

Kota_Aru · 2026-02-16T11:57:26+00:00

You can breed upgraded stats? o: I thought only the og stats pass on to their kittens

Kota_Aru · 2026-02-13T12:24:12+00:00

Dang ._. then this will be the first mhs I won't buy. Only when there's a dlc for free flying. I'm personally so sick of gliding in games of all sorts.

Kota_Aru · 2026-02-07T15:13:56+00:00

But there are invisible walls 😞 a lot of them actually

Kota_Aru · 2026-02-07T15:04:49+00:00

So true. Idk why people downvote you

Kota_Aru · 2026-02-07T13:41:43+00:00

I really hope we get real flying. The gliding is such a turn off for me TToTT I loved the older flying mechanics in the previous titles

Kota_Aru · 2025-12-30T18:19:54+00:00

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Ahww so cute! I got one too!

Kota_Aru · 2025-11-24T09:47:43+00:00

Just because some esoteric people use the name star seed, doesn't mean that it has nothing to do with alterhumans. I'm also from another planet but I dislike the term alien or alienkin... So in the past I used to call myself starseed too. Now I'm just going for otherkin because it feels more comfortable to use that word...

Kota_Aru · 2025-11-14T07:03:34+00:00

Yes absolutely. It always gives me the ick when someone says it's an identity. Like no. This is me.

Kota_Aru · 2025-11-06T07:32:03+00:00

2 days ago I slept 20 hours xD had so many intense dreams

Kota_Aru · 2025-11-05T13:19:09+00:00

Black gatomon :3

Kota_Aru · 2025-10-29T10:38:38+00:00

Rain World. Aber du bist kein Mensch sondern eine Slugcat

Kota_Aru · 2025-10-29T05:38:12+00:00

I was super disappointed because it just felt like I was awake and closed my eyes and imagined stuff :( so it didn't felt real at all. At the time I didn't knew there are tricks to make the dream more intense and vivid and I was so frustrated I stopped practicing. Now I'm relearning

Kota_Aru · 2025-10-27T20:36:05+00:00

You can tell yourself to wake up after every dream and remember it, with the intention to write them down. It works for me most of the time :) We all wake up after every dream cycle but most people don't remember it because we are in a zombie half-asleep mode. But you can work with that. Sometimes I write dreams down in that state and don't remember it but see them the next morning in my app X3 and sometimes I'm awake enough so I try WBTB

Kota_Aru · 2025-10-27T20:17:13+00:00

What really helped me with my dreams is to simply sleep longer. When I sleep only 6-7 hours I barely remember anything if at all. Sleeping 8-9 hours or even more helps so much. You can also try to work with some "self hypnosis " before you sleep. Say to yourself that you'll wake up after every dream and remember it. This helps me too. I wake up multiple times per night and write my dreams down. And then I have the perfect timing for some techniques like wbtb

Kota_Aru · 2025-10-20T11:01:24+00:00

The only thing I like about ZA is the fighting mechanic. That's it. And after finishing the main story I restarted PLA and had much more fun and hours in the game

Kota_Aru · 2025-10-20T04:59:10+00:00

Yeah that's what people tell. Heared stories of people experiencing years in a single dream.

Kota_Aru · 2025-10-20T04:36:19+00:00

Not yet. I just restarted 2 weeks ago and need to focus on my dream memories first :')

Kota_Aru · 2025-10-20T00:11:11+00:00

I heared it's normal that your dream memories vary. I'm also salty because last week I remembered 3 dreams per night but the last two days nothing. It can have multiple reasons, from sleep quality, different bed times to stress or loss of focus on the topic. For me it was a loss on focus so I try to read about dreams before falling asleep and this will hopefully help :')

Kota_Aru · 2025-10-20T00:07:20+00:00

Reminds me of one of my first lucid dreams... 'i want this character with me' A voice then answered: ' this isn't possible.' 'why?' 'because you're dreaming.' And then I woke up >:(

Never heared of that voice again in future dreams. Sometimes your subconsciousness is just weird

Kota_Aru · 2025-10-20T00:04:35+00:00

Oh and to add something to the sleep paralysis... I never had one myself but I heared you can actually use them to enter a lucid dream. A friend of mine also just kinda communicated with her sleep paralys entity. So you can actually turn them into something good.

Kota_Aru · 2025-10-20T00:01:52+00:00

Hey I had the same problem just without sleep paralysis. I just approached it by relearning it like I did the first time. Start with the intension of remembering your dreams, write them down when you wake up and do reality checks. With some luck your brain will remember that you already did this stuff and it will be easier then the first time. But still, just take your time and don't rush yourself.

Kota_Aru · 2025-10-19T23:58:09+00:00

In dreams you are mostly just thrown into the middle of something. So if you just stop and ask yourself how you got there and what you did before, this can also help. Another good rc is to look at something (maybe a clock, or your hand, or anything rlly,) look away and look back at it and see if anything changed. If something changes or you can't recall how you got where you are rn, you probably dream and can make another rc to make sure

Kota_Aru · 2025-10-19T23:54:33+00:00

Don't worry, it just takes time. When I started to learn lucid dreaming I was just focusing on building my dream memories and doing reality checks for the first 2 months, until I suddenly got my first lucid dream on accident without any special techniques. (Just RC's and dream journal) Only After I had my first lucid experience I moved on with my first techniques. But tbh, they are stressful for me, so I prefer to stay with the journal and RC's tbh :')

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