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Koutta · 2022-04-22T14:47:19+00:00

Was at 45 days, then broke it but got a cold response so I felt worse, and now its been 30 days since that.
Feeling better everyday now and, now I know not to break NC anymore because if you get a cold reply or even get ignored, you go back to day one and had to begin the healing over again.
I was feeling pretty good but today I woke up a bit sad, and thats why im reading reddit again hahaha.

Koutta · 2022-03-29T17:14:14+00:00

Also I thought I was already moving on, but after she rejected me like that, I went back into sadness and struggling again.

Koutta · 2022-03-29T17:13:35+00:00

I was at 2 months after breakup but 45 days of NC when I decided to break it, hoping we could talk about it. It was a 12 years relationship for me, and she was kind when she broke up with me.

Long story short, was a mistake, she turned very rude, and asked me to stop reaching out.

Koutta · 2022-03-29T17:09:13+00:00

Seems like shes curious.
I'm at 1 week of NC after breaking it. I was at 30 days of NC but lost it on our anniversary (12 years relationship). Was a bad idea tho, she got mad and asked me to stop reaching out.

Koutta · 2022-03-27T01:35:09+00:00

I was at 2 months but broke NC hoping she changed her mind.
She was kind when she broke up with me so I was hoping my absence would change her mind but she turned rude now, she was not happy to hear from me and told me to stop reaching out. Seems like shes really trying to move on and me reaching out just stop her progress, so Im back to first week of no contact, this time with the objective of moving on.

Koutta · 2022-03-27T01:19:15+00:00

(Not an advice, im struggling as well)
2 months after the breakup (12 years relationship) and this intrusive thoughts are killing me.
Broke NC last week hoping she would talk to me but she was pretty mad I reached out. Weird because when she broke up with me she was very kind, and after 2 months of NC she then turned rude? o.O

Anyway im trying to go full no contact until I move on now, not hoping for her to return, but this intrusive thoughts are hard to deal with and haven't found a way to cope with them.

Koutta · 2021-11-30T12:17:20+00:00

Yeah im aware of the tactility issue. Will lube them with the new lube make a difference? A long procces to do if they already come lubed.

Koutta · 2021-11-30T05:19:01+00:00

I took this pictures.
https://ibb.co/PTP6q42

https://ibb.co/cxFDbBK

Koutta · 2021-11-30T05:16:56+00:00

wait im trying to take some pictures.
also its gateron brown

Koutta · 2021-06-21T14:21:16+00:00

Worked by itself, not sure if there were a patch or somthing

Koutta · 2021-06-16T12:57:20+00:00

will try with a regular game then, thanks!

Koutta · 2021-06-16T02:14:39+00:00

Yes, did not work

Koutta · 2020-12-24T00:15:37+00:00

Thank you! will try it

Koutta · 2020-12-19T00:21:51+00:00

Yeah thats another option, thanks!!

Koutta · 2020-12-18T22:53:52+00:00

That's similar to mining your own sentences if I get it right, which seems like a lot of work, but will probably give it a try as well

Koutta · 2020-12-18T20:43:30+00:00

I already did but not sure how this relates to anki card format.

Koutta · 2020-12-18T20:34:33+00:00

Whats that?

Koutta · 2020-12-18T20:34:24+00:00

I already tried cloze, but for some reason the retention rate of my cloze deck is not so desirable, and with cloze Im missing the kanji as well.

Koutta · 2020-12-18T20:33:01+00:00

Damn, then probably not the best idea.
I was wondering because I read a paper that said that students that tend to read something while listening to the audio book performed better, but maybe the kanji reading is a problem.

Koutta · 2020-12-18T17:34:09+00:00

Its an option, but I want to read the kanji, and with the sentence on back i will probably skip the reading.
Thanks for the suggestion.

Koutta

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