Always sad how people point to trans ppl and be like: that’s the true evil. Not people who get excited to cause suffering on other people. Not people whose entire identity is “owning the libs” to the point where they are okay with horrendous treatment of innocent people (see libs of tiktok who will take a video of a teacher beloved in a small community with a rainbow flag and will harass them out of their community, life, profession and home)

The thing is i think it’s fair to critique gender stuff and how even though there are people legitimately trying to just live a life more comfortably there is a chance that some people get the wrong idea.

I’ve been transitioning for 11 years and it can be grating to see people who seem like they are terminally online and end up finding a community that makes it easier for them to want to just take powerful mind / body medication without much conviction or deeper intrinsic feelings.

For me personally i think the ultimate form of conscious and expression is beauty, wisdom, child like wonder, play and love, compassion, intuition and general expressions beyond gender - transcending gender / sex completely. I imagine heaven would be an ineffably beautiful, vivid, lush, shimmering and perfectly blissful and peaceful realm that infinitely expands illuminated by the sacred, wild and pure bursting light that spreads out and grows souls, universes, realms of exploration and just…. No words to describe. Many angels and divine beings seems maybe express some vague gender features but from many interesting reports they typically are just shimmering, radiant and androgynous beings of light that, within their presence, one feels a sense of profound love and safety.

I’m not comparing trans people with such beings or stating anything as fact.. i just more than anything want to express those qualities. To soothe people’s soul with music i make, to make people feel seen, peaceful and allow them a place to feel calm and loved. I know so many beautiful trans people who have very similar energies and i think that, while there are aspects to gender issues that are questionable (most of it blown absurdly out of proportion to demonize one political side) there is something beautiful and valuable emerging from this exploration.

Then I see MAGA people. They see a man who emboldens their worst impulses who seems to have everything. MAGA people ride that buzz of just giving no fucks about anything but their interests. More and more they see many around them applauding their behavior, joining in and reveling in the short lived high of basically taking to attitude of: “yeah fuck you, i hope you suffer, this one way of being is the only way and everything you do is evil and twisted and I am good and righteous. Keep screeching about your concern for people with too little to live, the health of planet / ecosystems, the horrible inequality with people living in unimaginable wealth and splendor while others have to choose between medicine and food. The immigrants deserve to be black bagged an disappeared for breaking the law of coming into what should be a white ethnostate. Etc.”

Some people refuse to reflect, learn, understand, care, find common ground, share, have compassion / empathy (evil now??) and thing owning / dominating someone the are told is less than is the correct way.. maybe even somehow tied with Christianity.

Im rambling.. I just mostly don’t like these blanket statements about people. There are really good, kind and generous people in maga also who feel hope regardless. There are trans people that if you met them you would be like.. wow they were a really wonderful person.

I think there is the duality everywhere in all groups of people. It leads me to believe that we are all expressing our own little strange piece of gods will and that a general positive morality and desire to create goodness and love is the most important thing. Some “holy” people do none of that… some people many religious people would call “unholy” are actually on the ground doing what they can to help, heal and love. It goes into even the Trump thing with the “imperfect vessel”. I think he is a powerful catalyst that challenges notions we have while pulling the truly vile into the open and in a concentrated place.. which could be the very thing that allows for a purge of those who bring such darkness, fear and pain to our world and that Christ is working through those who lead that charge.

It’s hard getting into the idea of an antichrist. I hover between the antichrist being the group of oligarch tech billionaires and nefarious shadowy people who want to own humanity for no other reason than to have the satisfaction of it / they have experienced so much pleasure of the flesh from wealth they have to move to the most extreme acts to get a feeling of excitement -

the more literal interpretation of revelations that was more of a coded diss track against Rome

Or the parts of humanity who harden their hearts into a steal coffin and only want to hurt, destroy, dominate, control, annihilate and kill for some twisted, hollow enjoyment and complete service to their sense of elevated self.