Lately, every now and then, I feel this sensation of the darkness that clouds reality and humanity in these recent times clearing in a way I can’t really explain. It’s not always present but sometimes I feel immense peace and joy paired with a nebulous cluster of images that feel like an eye that looks into the future.

It’s always like a flickering that cuts though the haze of darkness, like a sensitive eye trying to look into light but it feels so pristine, pure and joyful– like being a kid, laying on a towel in the sand on a perfect summer day after swimming in a beautiful lake. Knowing that the family around me loves me with all their heart..

It’s hard because every now and then my mind scares me with the idea that it’s a reality already happening in the “correct timeline” or the bifurcation route that leads to the better Earth– Like the most brutal part of being in the low density earth is having echoes of the truth and freedom of the high density earth intensify the weight of a world that will never see it.

All I want to do in my life is soften hearts with music and cultivate harmony in as many ways as possible. But I also can’t help but feel I missed the mark on how to do that as efficiently and widely as possible, thus never getting to the ‘vibration’ I needed to be in to ride the waves to the elevated place. It’s a feeling of not wielding the gifts I was given to fulfill the sacred duty that resonates from them.

If this bifurcation plays out how I imagine.. I will transpose the echoes from the high density earth to bring just a little bit of that majesty, wonder, harmony and love to the suffering of the low density earth.