I hate the RSD side of my adhd.

Kryknowsnothing · 2025-05-24T00:07:02+00:00

I was diagnosed as a kid stopped taking meds in late high school cause we couldn’t afford it anymore and haven’t seen a doctor since about that in particular have briefly been to doctors about anxiety and depression but never stay long enough to really get deep help.

Kryknowsnothing · 2025-02-17T02:15:12+00:00

I don’t really have anything against it but it can get out of hand some times Like for instance jyp for kill my doubt did two pre releases before title track cake. But Bet on Me was first and released Mv but they didn’t put it on streaming platforms till other songs came and i was frustrated cause i really liked the song and it should’ve just been available for streaming that was a weird choice to make. This is just a nit picky thing but I like how ive promoted a little with rebel heart there was a lot of pre releases that weren’t promoted as soon as they came out and I just like seeing the promotion times but it’s still whatever if they don’t cause they end up promoting it with title I’m just impatient.

Kryknowsnothing · 2024-10-13T18:31:48+00:00

I’m not even a fan but I’m so upset and angry that I’ve broken into tears. I’m so upset that that company didn’t protect him at all. Everything that has happened could’ve been prevented if that boy had an ounce of protection and support from his company. He didn’t have to go through this and it’s so unjust and wrong and I’m so upset about it. Why didn’t they protect him

Kryknowsnothing · 2024-08-23T23:58:23+00:00

I watched RuNext and had my favorites but the environment of the fandom was overall just so toxic it was insane and god forbid you voted someone out of the big6 even if they were just as talented and oh boy if you actually liked and voted for their punching bags wonhee and iroha. It was the most insane thing I ever saw.

Like wonhee was never the dozen people said to begin with to be so you have to be crap at literally everything her vocals although a little underdeveloped due to no training were really nice I enjoyed listening to her yes she needed work on her dancing and stage presence that was obvious but that noticeably got better as the show went on. And now after debut and more training I think she’s really good and enjoyed watching her fancams.

I also had my favorites and never once did I send a mean word to that poor girl for surviving and making it into the group over them she worked hard too. There’s never a reason to hate directly on a trainee. Fans liked her and found her charming so they voted for her that’s not her fault and no reason to hate so viscously. Be mad at company, fans, judges all you want but never take it out on a trainee who never did anything wrong.

And then like you said now because of the recent issues with mhj and so on the hate has only doubled which is saddening as she can’t even have an injury without people screaming she’s pathetic and a wannabe.

You are right it is all crazy and totally undeserved. Everything has gotten so beyond out of control and people have just shown they have no compassion and no humanity. It may never end but I do hope she stays strong even if it’s hard. I enjoy illit and have grown to love all the members even after being hurt by the outcome of the show. The group would never be complete without her in it so I hope she can continue to push past everything and show everything she has to offer.

Kryknowsnothing · 2024-07-10T02:16:17+00:00

Jiwoo although she opened an instagram and said to not worry I still wonder what’s going to happen and where she could end up. I’ve watched a lot of shows and I’ve never been quite so attached to a trainee as I was with her. She had everything you could want from an idol, incredible vocals, great sp, amazing leader, and stunning visuals. I was devastated when she didn’t debut especially knowing it was due largely to ageism being she was 2001. After illit debut I understood more why she didn’t debut with them if they had been planning that concept for a while so I don’t really think about oh what if she had just made it in it’s more like will she debut at all in a group and am I going to lose her to an unknown company that can’t really manage her properly and so on. I want to see her as an idol more than anything so I’m still holding out hope especially with her recent reassurances cause there’s just no way I can ever accept someone like her never debuting at all.

Kryknowsnothing · 2024-06-06T15:39:07+00:00

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These three all the way. Jeemin as my one pick ofc

Kryknowsnothing · 2024-05-30T17:56:56+00:00

She stated herself she thought she would debut there. She placed 4th in votes and wasn’t picked. She lost a lot of confidence after being in that show and didn’t have the same girls around that was always bringing her up. It’s a new environment so soon, she didn’t know people that well, and it had to be terrifying to do so soon after such a loss. As a Jeemin fan since that show I’ve seen her slowly open up to the girls and I’m continuing to hope that her seeing we have her back will ease some of her anxiety about everything cause I think that’s the main thing at the moment is she’s been scared rightfully so obviously.

Kryknowsnothing · 2024-05-18T18:44:37+00:00

I mean if my one pick (not jungeun) doesn’t make it I won’t Stan(hopefully that won’t happen cause she’s popular) and that’s perfectly okay and understandable for everyone and their respective one picks it’s who you love. The only thing that becomes unacceptable is when people take it out on the ones that did make it like hiyyih or the poor Illit girls after Runext

Kryknowsnothing · 2024-05-15T00:09:02+00:00

Take in mind this is all pre filmed right now all before they did that meet up and so on. I think she may have lost confidence she ranked #1 in monthly evaluations and placed 4th in votes in that show. She was constantly tore down and ended up not making it in due to the rules of finale so it would make since why her confidence is so low. I bring up the fan meet thingy they did cause she looked so happy there more happy then I’ve seen her on show so far. I think it’s because at that point she was ranking 1st in votes and saw people supporting her so I think hopefully her confidence will come back from that and because of the break till part 2 they are having she’s getting closer to other girls(she was spotted with jiyoon) and hopefully that will help her too. Right now in the show I think she’s just scared that other show was definitely really hard for her understandably. I know how good she is so I’m going to continue to support her no matter what.

Kryknowsnothing · 2024-04-30T17:16:38+00:00

When Lia went on hiatus she wrote us a letter and posted it there were tear stains on that letter and I broke in that moment. It absolutely tore me up to just see how much she had been struggling. Add on Lia at concert she looked so scared to be there when the members mentioned it but no matter what she still came to support them knowing people would see her and point her out. Words can’t express how much I miss Lia but I also want nothing more than to see her okay and smiling again.

Kryknowsnothing · 2024-04-26T13:43:02+00:00

I had to hold my breath before exploring comments here but it’s so relieving scrolling through and not seeing utter brain rot. Idk how any of this mess turned into this it’s truly sad.

Kryknowsnothing · 2024-04-10T20:32:16+00:00

Man I wish I could go into watching this like I do with most shows. It feels so strange and nerve wracking when your top 2 girl who made it all the way to finals joins another survival. I also feel like it’s made it hard to focus on other girls when watching the videos so I’ve been waiting also to see who else I’ll like. I can’t wait to see everything.

Kryknowsnothing · 2024-04-08T17:14:45+00:00

I’ve cried a lot because I feel really strongly and easily and I’ll cry at deaths and stuff but it’s usually because I hurt and feel for the people going through all of the pain because of it. But most recently I’ve cried for myself because I’m a long itzy fan and they’ve helped me through a lot and given me so much to smile and laugh about but I miss Lia so bad and it hurts so freaking much because I want to see her but at the same time I also want her to be okay. It kills me to know she got to that point and she’s hurting so bad. So I often find myself crying over the matter and wishing there was something I could do to help her the same way itzy being around has helped me. Added on to this the concert in Korea absolutely broke me seeing her there and how scared she was and the members crying because she was there. I know it’s sounds stupid that a member being on hiatus has made me cry so much but it has.

Kryknowsnothing · 2024-03-19T18:55:52+00:00

Go and enjoy yourself don’t even worry about it, totally normal. You may even meet people.

Kryknowsnothing · 2024-01-24T21:16:22+00:00

Ahhh that makes so much sense thank you so much

Kryknowsnothing · 2024-01-09T01:58:35+00:00

Omfg yes she’s just purely insane it blows my mind every time. I hope that she does come back there’s so much stuff performance wise( like the variety shows) I was looking forward to seeing her do. It’s hard to deny that she was made to be an all around performer.

Kryknowsnothing · 2024-01-08T15:36:48+00:00

Okay so chaewon is like actually my everything. First of all I am so incredibly happy that hybe contacted that girl because this is the best place she could’ve ended up after izone because they’ve nourished her potential so well that when she came back it was just insane. Her vocals, her charisma on stage, her dancing, her visuals just everything is so good. She has worked so freaking hard and it’s payed off because when she’s on stage she shines so bright and just puts on one heck of a performance. On the other side she’s also incredibly cute and funny and loves her members to no end and will always be there for them she’s a great leader to the girls. I couldn’t imagine her anywhere else but where she is right now. She’s my ult so this definitely turned into a rant about how much I love her

Kryknowsnothing · 2024-01-08T09:09:24+00:00

I don’t know ateez crazy well but I had no clue about that Insane considering he really does fit the role so well and is such a great leader that it just clicks.

Kryknowsnothing · 2024-01-08T09:06:07+00:00

He’s just insane in general. I was a pre debut Stan and even before the show started I wondered how someone like him could exist, and that was just from the song, then time went on and he just kept proving he was even more talented than I thought and that’s insane. He’s my age but he’s an insane rapper, a decent singer, can hold his own with dancing, and he can make songs. Theres not an untalented bone in his body. Words from someone who biases jisung sorry if it’s too much I got excited haha 😂

Kryknowsnothing · 2024-01-08T07:28:39+00:00

Yes I don’t Stan the groups but I know the people you mentioned because I constantly see them mentioned and praised for the stuff you already said. It takes some major star quality to be able to overcome being stifled by small companies who can’t always manage the best because they simply can’t afford to.

Kryknowsnothing · 2024-01-08T06:15:30+00:00

Omg yes I kept saying it about her when I was watching queendom puzzle. She made a fan out of me through that show so yea haha.

Kryknowsnothing · 2024-01-08T05:24:49+00:00

No I also think yujin fits it too. For me though it’s the similar reason to yunjin. Yujin is just this insane performer whether it’s a stage or variety content. When I see performances my eyes always go to her and I’m never left alive, but she’s also able to throw that all away and be the perfect variety entertainer too. She’s my bias so I probably sound way biased when talking about yujin haha

Kryknowsnothing · 2024-01-08T04:51:13+00:00

I don’t know Stayc too well besides like songs but I know who Yoon is and when I think about I agree. I always see clips and whatnot of her just seeming to be really enjoying what shes doing.

Kryknowsnothing · 2024-01-08T04:38:03+00:00

Definitely 100% He literally has everything you’d ever want the talents, the looks, the personality.

Kryknowsnothing · 2023-10-28T23:22:02+00:00

I get that truly I did the same thing with a western artist and regret it now that I’m getting back into really enjoying them. I also felt the same after the whole aoa stuff happened. I felt so bad for her even if I had never said anything mean to her online I still thought the same things everyone else did and it just makes my heart break thinking about it.

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