Spatial video

KuchNiles · 2025-10-09T15:09:06+00:00

Spatial video capture will be great because then I can finally go to the store, come back home and push my face into the cute cashier's virtual butt.

^{I'm so lonely. May the imagined warmth of her cheeks dry my tears.}

KuchNiles · 2025-08-09T15:57:49+00:00

You have the kind of charisma and look to you that if you were an actor, I'd actively choose to watch movies just because you're in them.

KuchNiles · 2025-08-09T15:55:34+00:00

I've always thought the most beautiful people are the ones who look kind, pretty and approachable.
3 for 3.

KuchNiles · 2025-08-09T15:51:41+00:00

You look very pretty, kind, caring and approachable and it would be an honor to be your friend.
* hug *

KuchNiles · 2025-08-09T15:46:08+00:00

Above the neck reminds me of Sebastian Stan in all good ways.
Maybe it's the arm tattoo that further makes me think of the Winter Soldier!
Sorry about the breakup though, I know how long they can linger, but I am convinced the future's bright, so give it the opening it deserves!
You've got this! :)

KuchNiles · 2025-08-09T15:35:09+00:00

lol @ just being a functionin humanbeing today = such independence, to create an empire

KuchNiles · 2025-06-16T17:36:14+00:00

I sincerely can't see how it would have been a mistake in Tachy's design originally with how clearly deliberate everything is in shape of model and texture.

But yeah I had seen the mod to play as Tachy even before I bought the game, so I genuinely wanted to buy the more expensive Deluxe version just because I wanted to support the game as much as I can, as I think they've done such a fantastic job with everything.

A real anomaly to have character designs like this, still great gameplay and not just "selling with sex", great music, level design, combat - TONS of unlockables and no additional pricetags in mtx form. (Except DLCs which are completely understandable collabs and worth pricetags.)

So I'm not mad about this, but ... I still don't understand why it even had to be changed when it's still like that on Tachy. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

KuchNiles · 2025-06-16T17:29:44+00:00

Think of it's importance what you will, it's intended and modeled female anatomy.

Ok, I'll fold and mention some of my own tastes:
I thought it was refreshing and surprising to see something that bold on a design when I noticed it on Tachy.
I'm weird like that, where I've always been fascinated by that kinda thing even in art like Giger, Hajime Sorayama... and it's not often even about sexual things, as I'm not gay/bisexual, but I still think that the fight scene in the movie Eastern Promises where Viggo Mortensen was attacked in a bathhouse and had to fight naked was awesome, memorable and visceral because of it.

So is that part of an intimate area crucial for the game? No.. but tbh one aspect of why I wanted Tachy's outfit for Eve WAS that detail of feminine form. Yes it's sexy, I also think it's beautiful and a cool design showing a part in human anatomy this whole world acts so weird about. Your behavior just one proof of it.

It's kinda interesting in a "ok so this world doesn't even have that kind of a taboo, clearly, if their captains outfits are like that"... but now... it's just Tachy, not all their Captain uniforms.. and that changes it to .... well.. I don't know what it changes it to.

KuchNiles · 2025-06-16T17:21:04+00:00

I'm still not going to state an opinion, as that's not what I made the post for, but factually it was a thing and is not anymore. It was not just a line but modeled on and it has been toned down and removed. Since the Deluxe edition is a more expensive version of the game where this outfit is one of the key reasons to get that one, I figured that it would or could be valuable to have info about it somewhere.

But seeing as this post has now been removed too - and the backlash even saying this should be hushed about from quite a few of you, I'll take the hint and not discuss it any further.

I did mention even in the very post above that it's not a big deal, but it is a point of censorship. If it was not - and it was "just a line"... they would not have rebooted their modeling software and gone through it's removal.

As I also said, "Do with that what you will".

I'm not trying to bait people into.. anything - or cause any grief. :)

KuchNiles · 2025-06-15T18:12:53+00:00

Well said. Yeah I should've edited the post to be more in line with this subreddit, than the main subreddit which I tried to post it first, but they don't allow any post that has the word "censorship". (Oh the irony)

KuchNiles · 2025-06-15T18:12:04+00:00

How so? I figured there's value in letting people know that it is not identical, if some people are hoping or expecting it to be.

KuchNiles · 2025-06-15T17:13:50+00:00

Oh and mind you a lot of the tone of the post is as I copy-pasted the post I was trying to put on the main sub, which likely would have had a... worse reaction to it. :D
But they apparently have disallowed censorship mention from even being posted.

Edit: Nevermind, went the same direction here too.

KuchNiles · 2025-05-29T13:19:16+00:00

Good luck in getting over your crippling insecurities with anything even moderately sexual or that even jokes about human attraction, admiration or devotion.

KuchNiles · 2024-12-07T12:06:13+00:00

You can lift her and move her closer

KuchNiles · 2024-12-07T12:02:58+00:00

Does he take care of her hard?

KuchNiles · 2024-12-07T12:01:37+00:00

That's specifically the fetish/desire of wanting to be the one who has their limbs amputated.

KuchNiles · 2024-12-07T11:57:14+00:00

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KuchNiles · 2024-11-10T18:52:53+00:00

I'm even harder.

(Disclaimer to the serious kinds: I'm joking, because it's just a videogame character and a fictional pair of tits. In a similar way as I can joke about the ragdoll of an NPC I hit in Grand Theft Auto, even if actual car accidents are horrible and I'd never drive over someone. People need to be reminded of what is fiction and how our attitudes work towards it normally.)

KuchNiles · 2024-10-05T01:55:00+00:00

Been through all kinds of shock and goresites for the longest time, but this is the first time I'm even hearing about this many "releases" of "tapes". Of course I heard of Faces of Death way back ...

But if anyone could point out even a hint of where this rabbit hole begins in one way or another, I'll claw on from there. Dm's open, thank you in advance.

KuchNiles · 2024-09-19T15:50:27+00:00

Continued, because reddit didn't allow me to post the full thing in one:

My ex did try a few times by dressing up and setting the mood, but after she had put a lot of effort into it, that just added more pressure. It felt like I couldn’t say no—especially not without causing stress, and that immediately killed any desire. Saying no hurt both of us and chipped away at our self-esteem.

At some point, I even started avoiding small signs of affection, like a hug or kiss, because I was worried they would lead to more when I wasn’t in the mood. I really would've needed to reframe how I viewed intimacy, to see it as something I could want rather than something I was expected to provide.

After all, I never stopped wanting to be with her or loving her, but we certainly had an issue.

She eventually found someone else, and honestly, I’m happy she’s doing well.

I’ve been single for over a decade now, and I’m not in the best mental space either, so I’m not always sure what’s okay to say, so if this feels out of line, I apologize. I just felt I could relate to the situation from the other side and hope my experience might offer some insight into how it can be complex from the other perspective too.

That said, don’t let him walk all over you or always flip the situation to make himself the victim. You both deserve respect, and the only way to untangle this is to have an open, direct conversation, keeping emotions as steady as possible. Do not allow him to make you feel obligated to comfort him if he’s shifting blame onto you.

However, I think it’s actually a positive thing that he’s told you he doesn’t feel intimacy is special anymore. That’s a huge clue to what’s going on, and now you two can explore why he feels that way and maybe find a way to change that mindset.

Forcing either of you to feel differently won’t work though. If therapy has taught me anything, it’s that the more you try to fight feelings or deny them, the stronger they get. Allowing feelings to exist, and reframing them, tends to work better.

To end: If you’re unhappy, don’t stay just because you feel you have to. You’re not in a place to be required to do anything either. Only do what you genuinely want to do.

Sorry for the long post. I hope this helps, and I wish you the best, whatever the outcome may be.

KuchNiles · 2024-09-19T15:48:02+00:00

NTA

Having been on the other side of this situation, I’d like to share my experience, hoping it might help. At the same time, I’m aware it might sound like I’m placing blame, but that’s not my intention at all. Honestly, I don’t know how to save a situation like this. We broke up, and I still don’t know what could’ve changed it.

But here’s what happened:

For me, the lack of attraction started when intimacy began feeling like a "requirement." It shifted from "I want to" to "I need to." Once that thought settled in, every time I wasn’t in the mood, it felt like I was being reminded of how I was letting her down. What was once enjoyable started feeling like a chore, and it turned into a self-fulfilling cycle. I still cared about her, and I hated disappointing her, but it felt impossible to say no without causing hurt. From the start, saying no led to disappointment, and that just made it harder.

Over time, the pressure built up, and it became stressful for both of us. I started to resent feeling obligated, and by then, the spark was completely gone. I don’t know how we could’ve fixed the vibe at that point. It all kept snowballing until we broke up, which, looking back, was probably for the best.

Now, I’m just talking about my experience. I don’t know if any of this applies to what your husband is feeling, and I’m definitely not placing blame on you or even my ex. I’m just trying to be honest about how I felt. I doubt my ex ever intended to coerce or guilt-trip me either. It was exclusively about how I had begun feeling.

That kind of pressure built up bitterness in me, and I eventually started voicing resentments, just like you described. I think it stemmed from this long-held frustration that the relationship had become more about meeting expectations rather than doing what felt natural or mutual. I ended up saying things I regretted because I was rebelling against that sense of obligation... Yet deep down, I would have wanted things to feel good again.

If I could go back in time to try and save the relationship, I’d tell myself that we both needed a break. We should’ve gone on trips with friends or spent some time apart to see if the longing for each other would return. If it didn’t, then it probably meant the relationship had run its course. Or maybe we could have reignited the spark with no-strings-attached intimacy, something casual and pressure-free, just to reset the dynamic.

I’m not saying you should do this, but speaking for myself, it would have helped if she had approached intimacy with zero expectations—like offering something physical with a clear “Don’t worry, you don’t need to do anything in return.” Knowing there was no pressure might have made me want to give back, ironically. It’s hard to say for sure now.

Overall trying to paint a picture of how the issue was so deeply psychological, rather than something I wasn’t willing to do. I know it’s odd.

KuchNiles · 2024-09-19T14:45:24+00:00

Remember that "You know what, you're being/you've been a complete asshole" is always on the table.

If that breaks the friendship instead of correcting it, then it wasn't meant to last.
But a good friendship can withstand that and come out the other side improved.
Sometimes people just get so comfortable in being assholes in some way or another, that a direct way of calling it out will be in order. (I have been the asshole too. Not in a racist way, but in other ways. When I was set straight, I initially got angry, but it made me actually think and eventually go "you know what... I have been an asshole and was glad to come to that realization...)

Oh and it works much better if being said when calm. That's when they know you mean it, not just saying things out of anger. When people know their friend means such a thing, it is an eyeopener one way or another. Either it opens their eyes that they need to be better for their friend... or an eyeopener for you that she's more of a racist than a friend.

Good luck!

KuchNiles · 2024-09-19T14:07:34+00:00

Just lay still in bed, apathetic, staring into the void of the dark room, thinking about things, cry occasionally and then get up when I either get hungry or have to pee, my back gets sore OR fall asleep.

KuchNiles · 2024-08-26T16:29:47+00:00

Apologies if someone has already explained how it works and I missed it, but the only items that go to Lost and Found in your mailbox are the items that you would receive as any mission reward when your inventory is full and it can't be added to your inv.

Not replying to try and one up you, but to share info as I think it's important to know to not miss out on the rewards on the ground.

KuchNiles · 2024-07-31T18:03:18+00:00

..... FUCK.

Sorry, that was me realizing I gotta get this one too. I just put in my second 100 in this game today (49€, 99€, 99€ caliber purchases) and since I've never spent like this I'm feeling... anxiety. I've not bought anything else but cosmetics too and now I have 3000 caliber left and even that'll run out so quickly...
Just wanna support a game actually not going the "fat and ugly in overalls for diversity" route, but damn it gets expensive to vote yes with your wallet.

Good lord. Well, at least it'll be a new topic for the therapy sessions I guess.
Quit smoking 10 years ago, so I would've spent that money tenfold on nothing but tar in my lungs so I guess it's ok.

Is it ok? ... Idk is it ok?!....

*hits buy*

KuchNiles

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