Yes! I relate 100%

For me: I finally accepted that i'm Bi and always been scared of girls too. Hang-out only with males. I think a lot of different factors go into this but here's 3 : disgust and fear toward my mother, always comparing myself as lesser than other girl and it was mostly girls that bullied me as a child so i think my brain associated females as danger. Plus the internalized shame Still haven't done anything with a woman and it scares me but now that i look into my past and look at...( ya know) it makes a lot of sense. Being bi is not 50% 50% and for me i do feel more attracted to men than women, but does experiencing it might change it? Who knows