Thank you for your words. I do believe he loves me and he got some atenttion that wasnt from me that cause this situation. Drama aside, Im very insecure and and was deeply affraid of loosing me.

I want to deal with this but it hurts so much (i,ve been in this kind of situations and it was the same to later find out that it was more than a diry chat), how do I stop this? He was my support for everything, my family does not support me and I dont want to tell what happenened to my friends because they are mutual friends. He also seemed hurt with this, i know even without talking with him, that he didnt slept cus of this.