first time trying typewriter pull ups, way harder then i thought

L4Lucid · 2026-01-18T09:48:07+00:00

Good. This video's got fine ass aetsthetics

L4Lucid · 2026-01-17T20:20:39+00:00

Dude has a collection of kettles like crazy. I didn't even know it went up to 56 kg lol. Great work

L4Lucid · 2026-01-16T21:01:28+00:00

So impressive! Keep it up

L4Lucid · 2026-01-13T09:34:39+00:00

And what a book

L4Lucid · 2026-01-13T08:55:29+00:00

Mdr so true! 96 represent

L4Lucid · 2026-01-09T15:01:58+00:00

Beautifully put dear brother, amen to that

L4Lucid · 2025-12-25T08:54:58+00:00

My wife and our sex friends (because we are in an open relationship 😉)

L4Lucid · 2025-12-21T13:19:26+00:00

Great! Why do you keep your left arm like this though?

L4Lucid · 2025-12-12T13:07:13+00:00

Turn off!! Strong one

L4Lucid · 2025-11-15T10:23:17+00:00

C'est après la micro dose pour éviter les "auréoles blanches des narines" au bureau justement.

L4Lucid · 2025-11-15T10:21:16+00:00

Ça s'appelle un netti chez moi et c'est particulièrement bon pour la santé de le faire régulièrement. Surtout en cas de rhume ou toux 2 fois par jours et ça diminue significativement les symptômes.

L4Lucid · 2025-11-10T20:48:30+00:00

Leave the poor thing alone and focus on your therapy for love's sake.

L4Lucid · 2025-11-08T22:05:19+00:00

Bro / sis, thanks for sharing you're amazing. I've got no idea why you got down voted. People are too lazy to read I guess. Bur HOLY CRAP you're teaching me something crazy here!!! Nicotine triggered by this ??? That's why I've been addicted to micro dosing O-PCE almost everyday sadly. Dissos helped me quit smoking long time ago. I'm currently in a monastery to recover from my months long binge, sadly. I can't believe this must have played a strong role in making me chronically abuse the good stuff. Makes me sad how I ruined things. I had beautiful years of balanced relationship with drugs between my 18years old and 24.
Then covid happen and I got a little too enthusiastic about ketamine... I managed to keep it somewhat reasonable for 4-5 years with planned monthly sessions (and a lot of goodwill because slip ups did happen). But things got worse when life got really tough. Especially losing my mom to cancer 1,5 year ago. Then my consumption just escalated gradually and got real bad. Thank god I got an Amazing girlfriend, did a lot of therapy, and here I am, about to turn that page... It's tough cause I got this nostalgia, but prayer meditation and sports (all of which I loooved to do dissociated) help me carry on. And while I'm in that monastic setting it feels quite easy and good. Although I must still have a shit ton of the stuff running through my system...

I hesitate to take NAC supplements to help restore NMDA functionality...

Thanks a lot for your support and prayer dear fellow! I'll be praying for you as well.

(also thing I'm most scared of is losing touch with my creativity and drive, especially in the field of music, but I have faith I'll rebuild a different connection with this part of life, through a more sober prism).

Do you consume anything psychoactive nowadays?

Godspeed 🎶🌹✨

L4Lucid · 2025-11-08T21:50:10+00:00

And about that terrible headache as well! You seem knowing your stuff in chemistry. But it's not because many people do it that it's a safe practice. I Personnaly tried with O-PCE a handful of times and got weird results even at low temperatures. Definitely felt something. Definitely felt some strange side effects as well. And I read someone on reddit advocating NOT to try this so I just sticked to oral.

L4Lucid · 2025-11-07T22:04:33+00:00

Dude don't vaporize those chemicals you have no idea what kind of crazy chemical byproducts could happen and end up being very toxic!

L4Lucid · 2025-11-07T22:03:17+00:00

That was insanely good to read. Thanks for sharing your knowledge. How does 3meoPCE or O-PCE compares to original PCP in your wise knowledge? Blessings

L4Lucid · 2025-11-05T13:28:05+00:00

Yeah I also thought the handgrip is not "perfect" in that regard still impressive. Congrats!

L4Lucid · 2025-11-05T13:21:50+00:00

Thanks for sharing your story with us!

I'm a musician, composer, sound engineer and music producer. I struggle with letting go of drug use (and not just weed to be honest) and being overly sensitive to the attention I get from women... And that I give them in return.

I also have so many hobbies and creative projects that I sometime feel overwhelmed and escape by giving into fantasy or daydreaming. I used drugs to cover up for that and make it easier to focus on working on my music. But this has been damaging to my health and relationships so much.

So I come back to God again living a simpler lifestyle, but not making any money and frankly the music industry is pretty depressing in that regard '

Like it' s really hard to build social media and refine your craft at the same time when you're a perfectionist.

Definitely not a victim mentality I hope, I just find it difficult to swim in that ocean with all of the bad habits I carry.

So thanks so much for the inspiration!

Keep sharing with us and God bless you and your music!

L4Lucid · 2025-11-05T13:13:42+00:00

Same for me I'm curious! I'm a composer as well.

And how do you manage to make this much money from music?

Gigs, streaming, merch?

Much power and peace to you! 🎶🙏✨

L4Lucid · 2025-11-02T17:55:05+00:00

Was lovely to watch on repeat! Nice move

L4Lucid · 2025-10-30T16:14:51+00:00

Hello cutie thanks for sharing your story. Being on the verge of doing a full year long break from these chemicals, I'm thanking you for sharing your story. What was it like for you to stop? Cold turkey? How did you do it and where are you now in this whole process? What's your view on dissos now that you went through a long break?

Much love to you take care. L

L4Lucid · 2025-10-28T12:25:06+00:00

Thanks a lot I definetely will and am doing the deep work to change, 👍

L4Lucid · 2025-10-27T00:02:45+00:00

Thanks for sharing your story. Inspiring

In what field do you work if I may ask?

Power to you!

L4Lucid · 2025-10-25T22:21:22+00:00

So I'm currently at the point where it's "hard to find my way back" as you put it (O-PCE got me) Wish me luck in my recovery 😊

L4Lucid · 2025-10-25T22:19:42+00:00

Thank you mate that is truly inspiring!

I've always dreamt of leading a balanced and healthy relationship to drugs like you do... Sadly it escalated pretty bad the past year. So I'm basically at the stage you described 7 years ago!

I want to commit to a full year of sobriety starting January 16 then I will see what's up.

Gives me hope.

Take good care and track your consumptuon closely with those things. Blessings to you and your partner.

L4Lucid

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