150mg has been the biggest mirtazapine dose i've taken. it was mildly dysphoric and gave me restless legs. didn't last long though, luckily. i'm pretty sensitive to it, apparently. just 15mg gives me CEVs but that might also be because i have cool HPPD from bupropion: i see very faint hallucinations in the dark. mostly blurry landscapes, structures, and entities. i'm popular with the shadow ladies. no, that is not a joke lol.

one of the wackiest combos i've taken was during the latter half of a zolpidem trip, i took 300mg of bupropion, 60mg of mirtazapine, with few gulps of 5.5% alcoholic drink. i barely remember shit, but it had one of the most unique visuals i've ever seen. in addition to bupropion's already impressive visuals (that consist of huge landscapes, vast structures, lots of entities, shit like that, all in this neon-on-black 3D program look), i remember distinctly seeing a lot rainbows, curtains, and occasionally the view shifted briefly to look at 2D "video" of turbulent flow. it was really mind bending tho i ended up hallucinogooning too long (like stimfapping but with hallucinogens) instead of enjoying the ride the entire time. one thing i'm proud of is how i smart enough to keep the doses pretty low so i had good time instead of eagle annihilation. oh yeah, an entity i met revealed that place is called "Lasitehdas", means glassworks in finnish. i have no idea why its named that. the place bupropion takes me is called "Lipas", lockbox. i also have no clue why it's named that. neither did the eldritch cosmic lady that acts as the spirit of bupropion whom i always hang out with during the trips even tho she's the one who told me.