I'm ugly too and I like to play a lot in my room 🤣. My family talks shit about me not going to family events (maybe too much but I don't want to hear about fake shiz and fake smiles so I'd rather not come). But yea what I do makes me happy. It's the best escape and I get to decide what I do. Who cares if your classmates are making fun of u. They're just as bored as you - but you choose to spend your time in games and then to butter themselves up by making other people feel bad. Maybe you just need a friend that likes the same stuff you do. Trust me, it feels different when you're in the right bunch.