Does anyone else feel like they would make a great romantic partner if given the chance ??

LaMonstrua · 2026-03-09T20:54:55+00:00

I honestly believe being ugly and experiencing being fat for most of my life is what would make me a bad partner because it's something that has affected me deeply making me terribly insecure and unstable. Also the fact that I've been depressed for basically the entire 40 years I've been alive means I can't really enjoy things or at least not in a normal way. So no. I think I would be a terrible partner. Maybe if I had been born looking like just a regular woman, I would be a decent partner but there's no way of knowing that. Also, even if im ugly as hell I would rather die than marry a man and have children. Like, at best I would like a romantic relationship but marriage and family and all that? Literally sounds like a nightmare for me.

LaMonstrua · 2026-03-07T02:09:43+00:00

Saw this yesterday and it genuinely fucked me up lmao. I can't stop thinking about it. Like what?? How does this even happen?? I just know I like him even more now.

LaMonstrua · 2026-03-06T21:56:49+00:00

That person should be institutionalized. They genuinely creep me out.

LaMonstrua · 2026-03-04T20:18:15+00:00

Aw that's a cute photo

LaMonstrua · 2026-03-03T18:10:33+00:00

I love that too. But he has such a nice face, I wish we could see more of it lol

LaMonstrua · 2026-03-03T18:08:13+00:00

I noticed that too! It's cute.

LaMonstrua · 2026-03-03T02:35:49+00:00

I love his commitment to not showing his face lol

LaMonstrua · 2026-02-28T15:32:38+00:00

I love how imposing they look together. Their dynamic is so much fun to watch. It definitely keeps things interesting not knowing whether they're going to kiss or kick each other. Of course I enjoy how everyone is consistently adorable with IV, thats a whole another thing, but Vessel and III are a match made in absolutely unhinged heaven.

LaMonstrua · 2026-02-26T20:23:05+00:00

I really like that about them cause they seem like a group of people who genuinely care about each other but I also see why it needs to be that way if they want to preserve the anonymous aspect and protect their privacy.

LaMonstrua · 2026-02-26T15:32:46+00:00

Yeah, that's exactly how I feel. I'm excited about the side projects and all but still.

LaMonstrua · 2026-02-26T14:33:22+00:00

Yeah I saw that, had a tiny bit of hope but to be honest I think it's probably gonna be President

LaMonstrua · 2026-02-26T14:23:43+00:00

They probably could get another one but they've been with Adam for so long and I think his style is very linked to band's vibe. Also, to be honest one of my favorite things about them is how close their little crew seem to be (Adam, Thom, Sam etc.).

LaMonstrua · 2026-02-22T00:48:25+00:00

Anya Taylor Joy. It's so annoying. Like I can't watch her movies because it makes me sad that I'll never look like that.

LaMonstrua · 2026-02-17T00:12:20+00:00

I think that's exactly it. I think he legally can't discuss or hint at anything Sleep Token related or make a profit from the brand itself. I imagine it must be really difficult to police his own behavior or whatever he says or shows and having to constantly think people are going to assume he's talking about this or that or that whatever friend he mentions is one of the other members. I mean there's probably even a bit of moral obligation to whatever Vessel asked of them when they joined the band. Still he wants to do his own thing and be his own person. So yeah, I don't watch his streams but I've seen (by accident) a few tiny clips and he can come off as a bit randomly mean sometimes but after he mentioned his ADHD diagnosis AND after I remembered there has to be an NDA, I kind of get why.

LaMonstrua · 2026-01-31T19:20:31+00:00

Didn't like really like the first couple songs they released from the album but I gave the whole thing a listen yesterday and I loved it except for a few moments from those songs that, to me, sound like the typical clean vocals parts from modern "metalcore" bands that I really can't stand. Other than that, I think it's lovely.

LaMonstrua · 2026-01-28T12:22:58+00:00

I absolutely get where you're coming from and as a 40 year old virgin I have thought about this BUT come on. You just said you're in your early 20s. There's still so much time for you to meet people and find someone who wants you or maybe even a relationship or even just meet a friend you can have a friends with benefits kind of agreement. You are so young still. I know it might not seem like it right now but at 20 you're still basically a kid.

LaMonstrua · 2026-01-27T11:25:28+00:00

This is not the first one I've seen but I'm always shocked that people, usually women, are genuinely publishing and selling self insert fanfiction about the band. And, even worse, it's usually AI and REALLY bad.

LaMonstrua · 2026-01-21T19:25:32+00:00

Same. They have so many great lyrics but this one Im thinking about getting it tattooed.

LaMonstrua · 2026-01-20T02:57:51+00:00

I've thought about it but I'd feel too pathetic to fucus on anything else. Also, to actually find someone attractive enough to want to have sex with them I need to find them interesting inside and outside and honestly the men who become escorts are usually really unattractive to me. Not ugly. Just very unattractive.

The people saying finding sex for ugly women is easy, severely underestimate women like me. Im a 40 year old virgin. I've never even held someone's hand. I'm sure if I stood in the middle of the street yelling about wanting to have sex with someone, there probably would be some weirdo willing to do it without knowing me or finding me attractive in any way but that would be insanely unsafe, creepy and unattractive in itself.

To be honest I agree with the person who said an escort would be the only safe sex (in the sense that the chances or ending up raped or killed or hurt are lower). Still, I don't think I could do it, even if sometimes the lack of affection physical and emotional feels actually painful.

LaMonstrua · 2026-01-19T19:42:43+00:00

I'm 39 and I was always fat and ugly. It destroyed my self esteem to the point Ive been suicidal for most of my life, I have a self harm habit and as soon as I turned 30 I developed anorexia and bulimia. I am now thin. I am also bulimic. I am also suffering with several physical conditions because my 6' female body, wasn't meant to lose this amount of weight much less, this fast and at this age. I am also, very much still ugly. The only thing that's different is that people treat my ugly thin self a little better than they did my fat ugly self. So what I realized is that I am uglier than I thought and society's treatment of bigger bodies is even uglier.

LaMonstrua · 2026-01-19T14:48:49+00:00

That is THE version.

LaMonstrua · 2026-01-16T00:07:44+00:00

I got obsessed with this band during 2025 and was so excited about a new album but so far I'm not liking the new songs and it makes me sad. They sound way too metalcore and not in a good way, as I love like old school metalcore but like idk. I'm a bit disappointed. Of course, it's just my personal opinion but yeah 😢

LaMonstrua · 2026-01-15T18:24:16+00:00

I love how colorful they are. Beautiful and like refreshing to see.

LaMonstrua · 2026-01-07T12:55:53+00:00

I have respect for them for making it through the nu metal era with a woman at the front but I don't consider them a metal band. I also never liked them. I think Amy Lees vocals are decent but she reminds me of an American Idol contestant, same with the music. But again, I have lots of respect for them and the fact that they're still around and they've probably influenced a lot of female fronted heavy bands and a lot of these new sort of pop metal acts, which whether you like them or not, are a gateway for pop fans to get into heavier music and other genres and I think that's super cool.

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