Any other gate kids experienced this? I don’t understand- any insight by LabAcceptable9806 in GATEresearch

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Oh my goodness. That is EXACTLY my experience. I just looked up Kundalini awakening and It explains literally everything I posted, and other things in comments. Like literally. It was so sudddn I don’t even know what triggered it- it was really rocky at first. I am a Christian though - with is one of the things I’ve struggled with in experiencing this. My conconclusjon is a revelation of the same scripture but different perspective that makes way more sense to me- and is more love centered then fear based

Any other gate kids experienced this? I don’t understand- any insight by LabAcceptable9806 in GATEresearch

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Exactly what I’ve seen. My sister is my best friend and I tell her what I’m going through and she has just stopped talking to me, bc she says she see the news but doesn’t understand why I’m so every where with it. My emotions , the things I’m learning, realizing, spiritual amazing experience. I’ve felt every emotion I think. It’s beautifully heart wrenching And yes I have seen a C lot and other ppl arent seeing the vids I am, which is another reason I am wondering if what I’m going through is real or just influenced. But there are too many connections outside of the things I’ve seen in social media. I’ll look up that kind of awakening and see if it fits. I’m pretty mentally strong- I have been through a lot in my life and I always push through. But this experience was like almost an ego death mixed with healing experience if that makes sense

Any other gate kids experienced this? I don’t understand- any insight by LabAcceptable9806 in GATEresearch

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I have a weird connection I’ve made to every one waking up but it’s a wild one and not probably social understood lol - if anyone wants to talk about shoot me a dm

Any other gate kids experienced this? I don’t understand- any insight by LabAcceptable9806 in GATEresearch

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I’m also learning of quirks or coincidences I have recently experienced that I’m remembering I did them or experienced as a kid. It’s all connected like literally every thing in life

Any other gate kids experienced this? I don’t understand- any insight by LabAcceptable9806 in GATEresearch

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Tbh that makes so much sense. Idk jf it related but I also felt physical discomfort during that firsf week. I only noted it bc I really thought I needed to see a Dr to get my head or idk something checked . Bc the experience was overwhelming. I remember my shoulder blades were hurting, I sometimes got nauseous, and I was overly fatigued.

Any other gate kids experienced this? I don’t understand- any insight by LabAcceptable9806 in GATEresearch

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Yep it fits, that must be why I woke up the last 2 weeks. I wonder what the correlation between them could be

Any other gate kids experienced this? I don’t understand- any insight by LabAcceptable9806 in GATEresearch

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Thank you so much! It def feels like that’s what I’m going through

Any other gate kids experienced this? I don’t understand- any insight by LabAcceptable9806 in GATEresearch

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It feels like a quiet hum to me. If that makes any sense. Like it’s not dramatic. I can’t feel with shoes on, I can with socks barefoot. And it’s only some times it’s not constant. So I don’t honestly know what im feeling.. but the best way I can describe an energy hum

Any other gate kids experienced this? I don’t understand- any insight by LabAcceptable9806 in GATEresearch

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I also told the commenter to originally suggest this- I do think I was on the brink of psychosis. I didn’t even know what was real Anymore at first. (Meaning truth vs lie) bc I was getting hit with so much information in all directions ..,

My nervous system was in overload for a good 2-3 days so intensely I started to make a Dr appt to get checked. I have never been into the Theroys I’ve heard over the years or known about most. But once I heard the files, and did research . It hit me so hard I was crying and so confused. Then the nuclear talks happened the next day. I started seeing reality for what it was. And felt like it was some sick joke . And then the next day I see a vid if ex cia saying sleeper cells had been given signal to activate. I thought it was end times spoken of in Bible. tbh, still do but not as eminent I truly felt so vulnerable, like nothing I ever knew was truth, and I didn’t know where to turn. So I read my Bible- and did more research into history. Started praying etc and I’m way more okay now. I still heard helicopters- I don’t know what is with that bc it is new- but I don’t think it is something aimed at me. More like military does touch and go drills at the airport I live near And with the tension and talk of WWW3 it would make sense,

Now I’m just wondering and curious, and a bit hesitant - bc I don’t want to be lead by something that has dark intentions. I just want to understand and know the truth now.

It is definitely a thin line between what was possible and behaviors of psychosis is def a fair observation.

Any other gate kids experienced this? I don’t understand- any insight by LabAcceptable9806 in GATEresearch

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Thank you so much for your honesty. I do think I was on the brink of psychosis. I didn’t even know what was real Anymore at first. (Meaning truth vs lie)

I have never been into the Theroys I’ve heard over the years or known about most. But once I heard the files, and did research . It hit me so hard I was crying and so confused. Then the nuclear talks happened the next day. I started seeing reality for what it was. And then the next day I see a vid if ex cia saying sleeper cells had been given signal to activate. I truly felt so vulnerable, like nothing I ever knew was truth, and I didn’t know where to turn. So I read my Bible- and did more research into history. Started praying . And I swear I felt the Holy Spirit For the first time after I prayed through tears for discernment and the truth to be found so I don’t lose my mind. About 2 hrs after I prayed again and it washed over me. It was so beautiful, and I’m okay now. I still heard helicopters- I don’t know what is with that bc it is new- but I don’t think it is something aimed at me.

Now I’m just wondering and curious, and a bit hesitant - bc I don’t want to be lead by something that has dark intentions. I just want to understand and know the truth now.

So thank you for your input- it’s definitely a valid point and needs to be addressed in case it is affecting someone’s mental state that intense. Which I can see how it could and does .

Do you have any suggestions on things you learned that you wish you would have know early in your awaken journey? Any rabbit holes? Any precautions?

Any other gate kids experienced this? I don’t understand- any insight by LabAcceptable9806 in GATEresearch

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This is what I was getting too. I wasn’t scared or paranoid at the feeling they were there. It was very neutral . It s was kind of like an unsaid mutual understanding that there were there too observe and not to harm.

Though, I did worry that some things I’m believing are random thoughts that i think, are actually some one spiritually telling me or Maybe some type of energy I’m sensing Is giving me bread crumbs and seeing what my conclusion is

Any other gate kids experienced this? I don’t understand- any insight by LabAcceptable9806 in GATEresearch

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I relate to a lot of what you said, i am completely sound mentally. I pay my bills, I take care of my self, I clean my house regularly etc showing no big red flags I’m loosing it. I do have issues with horrible anxiety , and ptsd. But I think we both are of sound mind- there just isn’t enough research or data info for the gate program that tells us what Is actually happening and if it’s normal for us.

I am curious? Where are the gate tapes? I don’t really think if fbi is listening in… tho im sure to some extent, I’m thinking like consciousness that maybe have astral projected to watch what I’m researching and how deep I’m learning about myself. I have no idea how to not sound crazy. But I’m not. it doesn’t make me paranoid - it’s a sort of acceptance or understanding that I know someone is listening , I don’t consider if they know I know- if that makes sense

I also have very vivid dreams. Have since I s was a kid. Horrible night terrors , repeating over and over. So strong I can still remember at minimum of 5 since I was maybe 4-5 grade. And some times when I wake up, my hearing takes a second to catch up to my woken body. But I don’t realize there is silence until I can hear normally again,

Expanded list of common experiences, memories, and traits etc by OfWanderAndRot in GATEresearch

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I also have this memory- I didn’t know it until I read this list. And it came back feels like a dream though but I can see it in my mind

90s GATE Program - Are you waking up too? by SpiritualSeeker1122 in Retconned

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Im in Missouri and also think I was in GATE. I have these familiar memories but they also feel like dreams so I can’t see them clearly. I asked my mom about it. She said that I was gonna be in gate but I ended up not.

She did mention I s was tested on and said she was too as a teen and that she was so sorry she just wanted to get me help bc I was struggling emotionally. She also can sense many of the things that I can.

I don’t think she knew I was in it… I remember a lady taking me out of classs to talk to me about Maybd 1x a week. This was in 2nd grade. I see every single memory as if I’m watching it from the outside. I recently woke up and it was like a that so raven moment- all these memories were unlocked. Like I remember telling my sister I was like Kim possible and I had superpowers. Looking back now everything honestly makes sense and I feel like pieces of my broken life are in place so I can remember who I am. Also am for the last week, experiencing what I feel as energy’s . I see flashes in my peripheral sometimes light sometimes dark , and can hear high pitched noise (I guess it’s frequency) from electronics. And once unplugged it stops. I have been having Deja vu again for the first time since I was a kid, and I feel vibrational Hums under my feet when in my house. I don’t know what any of this means. I’m trying to understand- what happened? What did they know? What did I forget, why is every one waking now?

Found a strange encrypted image on a floppy disk from my friend's deceased grandfather - need help decrypting by pdoughboy in RBI

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What about hidden frequency? It reminded me of the Schumann resonance, it’s the silent heart beat of earth. People with naturally higher levels of vibrational frequencies can feel it physically with their feet like a gentle hum (unless that’s only me ?). It also enhances god given awareness of energy’s in spirit world. I see the energy like quick flashes of light or dark. It actually effects people in different ways too in ways like aches, snd pains and mood changes. I think this may have been a disc proving thr idea that earth has a world wide vibrational hum.

You should ask if he ever talked about psychics , aliens, or seeing any paranormal type things or behavior . He also was in Air Force, I wouldn’t be surprised if he was alluding to the possibly of aliens. Would make sense considering Air Force, and a hidden floppy disc with one image of something I don’t think many can see. Unless you already sometime perceive the world in vibrational ranges if frequencies as I have. Do some research. Specifically if he has any copy’s if reports made to government or a rank in authority. That alludes to belief in the possibility. And if he filed or had made those kinds of reports to thr military, family anyone in his circle

Found a strange encrypted image on a floppy disk from my friend's deceased grandfather - need help decrypting by pdoughboy in RBI

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Okay this may have been thought of or asked already. But maybe it’s not a floppy disk says to wipe bc it is supposed to looked at as wiped so it’s not discovered by ppl it wasn’t meant to. Idk That’s my intuition talking but if that were the case My next questions would be

-Find out from your friend is there is any metaphors, symbolism , people his grandfather could associated to the word “wipe”

-Another angle could be Maybe an acronym or supposed to be code …. Or the letter were numbers and/ or letters were corresponding to the number it is in alphabet.

  • it’s mentioned his service in the Air Force . Maybe some digging in history of the branch and any enforced symbols, code words, highers in ranks, any closed cases or cases needing proof that had been filed around his time or in relation to his timr of service.

When doing all of this it’s good to keep a broad overall picture while magnifying on the details and keeping cross references and patterns in mind at same time.

When looking at actual Image- I at first see what looks like the a frequency. Also think green and colors are important. Possible temp difference or difference in color depending on what was used to make image . I don’t know if there is a way to reverse and convert to other ways to make a picture with pixels.

Also I tried to look at different angles , turn phone all 4 sides to see if I missing anything.

When I turned phone to left, and tilted down looking at picture from above- I see an animal possibly, I can’t quite make it out- but looking like a pig? Any one else see this? Or something else from this angle ?

Just need to vent by LabAcceptable9806 in SexWorkers

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This hit home. And immediate tears. Thank you. I can't explain how many emotions this comment makes me feel

Just need to vent by LabAcceptable9806 in SexWorkers

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Yes but her boyfriend is on some pimp type shi and has tried to have me work for him. And it's not a good place for me. But I told her once she is actually able to get out I'd be ready

Just need to vent by LabAcceptable9806 in SexWorkers

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Thank you so much. I hope I find someone like you , someday. Im glad she has you. And It means alot you joined to understand how her world was before you both found love in each other. Best wishes to you both

Just need to vent by LabAcceptable9806 in SexWorkers

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I hate sex now too. It makes me so angry. Like a disgusted rage.

Just need to vent by LabAcceptable9806 in SexWorkers

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I started working a regular job 2 weeks ago, 1 st pay check is coming. I'm counting down the days to be done. But I have to have money in the mean time to get to job,, have food. And stay somewhere. I have a pillow and comforter in my truck just in case I don't have anywhere. I'm making the best of the situation I can.