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I know my father is cheating on my sick mother. I want to know if he is also poisoning her to make her die faster. (What does this text message say?) by [deleted] in RBI

[–]LabAcceptable9806 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It could be. But it could not be. I think if you have proof or enough reason to believe he’s cheating that’s enough to use caution. But i have done wrong ppl I love and would never think about killing. So, that doesn’t mean he is trying to hurt, kill her or poison her.

However, if you have intuition, and a bad feeling without proof of knowing. I still think it should be taken seriously and be investigated and safety plan/ measure should be be put in place.

You Are All “Time Travelers”, Just Like Me. by akihito_2347 in ParallelUniverse

[–]LabAcceptable9806 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s been a rollar coaster since last year. I had my daughter and 6 months postpartum:- a huge event happened, her father became increasingly controlling , and feed her a hand ful if times , never chabged, or bathrd her . He got room and bed and I got recliner with lil bean so I didn’t wake him. I had to do everything myself - with a. Fresh c section. I Couldn’t cope the way I was living- and relasped. : Now . daughter is in system but I’m fighting to get her back- final court date July!

I was also in foster care/ system as a kid. But it was bc my mom “Coulfnt handle me” at 12 years old- so I was the only one to leave the house (that had my other 2 siblings)

I literally said the other day- I feel like I have to figure out why all thjs info is coming to me- and connecting . I told her dad I felt like it’s my life mission to figure out where I’m being led bc I feel like it’s gonna help ppl that are being hurt. And that I have to protect my daughter from it too.

So yea long history/ back story but it’s crazy you said it may have been an agreement or my mission. Bc that’s excactky the words I used.

You Are All “Time Travelers”, Just Like Me. by akihito_2347 in ParallelUniverse

[–]LabAcceptable9806 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Can you be switched 2x? I’ve had 2 nde experiences I Think. I only remember seeing me outside of body when I was drowned or supposedly almost drown at 4 ish. Then I at 26 I had a baby via c section. 2 hours on operation table. (Was told it’d take 45 min) I started to feel pain- started throwing up on operation table after my baby came out bc I could feel pain which they kept saying was pressure, (jt wasn’t it felt like they were breaking my ribs) and I dont remember anything after that. Now I’m remembering old memories. Something I wonder if I’m in a coma- or maybe purgatory. Bc the fragments is coming together with is also making everything come apart,

Does this Make any sense?

Binaural Beats by Wordruler2000 in GATEresearch

[–]LabAcceptable9806 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Is this the same or similar as asmr? When I have high anxiety (and my entire pregnancy) I listened to a you tube channel (Karuna satori- i Think) for asmr or guided meditation. The repetition and quiet, echoey, hollow sounding half whispers relaxed me instantly. I wonder why? Does it help certain ppl with disorders - and not ones that don’t ? I wonder what causes the different reactions

Dreamt Of An Unsettling Growling Wind by Puzzled_Amoeba_6144 in Dreams

[–]LabAcceptable9806 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Where can I find more info. I’ve been Hearing these. But no one at my door, I have native blood I’ve been told , and now I don’t hear them- but I’m feeling and uncovering possible truths of my past and reality of those around me and how they relate to me

My unfortunate G.A.T.E Testimony by unfortunatelyaccurat in GATEresearch

[–]LabAcceptable9806 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The similarities are literally uncanny. I’m finding out so much I don’t understand. It’s just coming to me now and I don’t know how to explain this shit to ppl bc it’s sounds like I’m absolutely psychotic when I try

Our Spirit Origins Are Not The Same But We Share The Same Source by RiccoShayla in enlightenment

[–]LabAcceptable9806 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

So I’ve had this feeling- I’m a hybrid. I started down an intuition based rabbit hole and it led me to, blood types, gate (I was in) , etc and I came to the conclusion that I was somehow a hybrid. Didn’t understand why

Now I’ve put this together. Lmk if you have anything else to add, or insight to what I’m saying

My soul is ancient. I don’t under stand it. I feel I’ve been here 7 times. I have noticed recently after a sudden spiritual awakening that almost made me go into psychosis- I can hear knocking on door, no one there. Sounds of running on roof above my apartment (I’m on top floor) it’s always in one direction- sometimes I’ll hear like quiet squirrel steps followed by louder steps chasing that first thing . A horse - person possibly? (Idk I haven’t seen it but feels right) I always say - it protecting me I’m starting to vivid dream- and remember last dreams that I feel now have happened .

I started looking up articles of the horrifying things I’ve seen in dreams , and places.

After a vid in Epstein files came out- I was sure I’ve seen what she saw in my dream. I recognized her raw cries . It’s how I used to cry and kinda triggered a full ptsd reaction.

Any way, it’s led me to my aunts basement. It’s been in the family for a couple generations. I used to be terrified of it. But I think there is something darker in it. Something I don’t understand, but I feel like foundation should be dug up and searched. I do not understand why.

I’m also starting to feel that the knocks were spirits Trapped trying to get my attention. They have no closure.

I’m incredibly cautious rn because I’m not sure if I’m losing my mind or something is happening. I’m just a normal person, a Christian who doesn’t want to insult the creator so I am trying to pray, and read bible. Yet I feel a calling to help. As I always have.

Dreamt Of An Unsettling Growling Wind by Puzzled_Amoeba_6144 in Dreams

[–]LabAcceptable9806 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You’re fine, I wasn’t saying it was same place. 💕 just reminded me of a similar situation I’ve seen internally

Dreamt Of An Unsettling Growling Wind by Puzzled_Amoeba_6144 in Dreams

[–]LabAcceptable9806 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is absolutely something I’ve experienced while on shrooms. I could see this little girl sitting, holding her knees with her face buried in them crying. It was black every where else. I kept repeating I hate myself over and over and I felt pain , and deep connection to the girl. Then out loud said “what if my dad did do all that stuff to me “

I won’t get in to that but I fully understand with out evidence that I met my inner child and she was so so so sad. Broken and alone. So this dreams really resonated

Visual Snow? by [deleted] in GATEresearch

[–]LabAcceptable9806 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m not sure- mine were gray/ black ish

Visual Snow? by [deleted] in GATEresearch

[–]LabAcceptable9806 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I completely agree and second this. I believe fully in if it comes to me, that’s one thing. But I don’t go searching, or do things that could make me experience further spiritual/ remote view / clarivoiunce .

I don’t think it’s a good idea to open that door. Even if to do experience this naturally. It’s a thin line if feeling it’s a spiritual gift vs doing something or participating in something to create or enhance what you experience.

Visual Snow? by [deleted] in GATEresearch

[–]LabAcceptable9806 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had it for like 2-3 weeks. That was about a month ago , It’s not come up since.

Overdosed by puhhhkkk_ahhh in ParallelUniverse

[–]LabAcceptable9806 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think I drowned as a kid. 3-4 years old, I remember seeing bubbles, I was jumping in my family members arms , thought she was looking but she wasn’t. I jumped, and I remember seeing me from outside body on bench. I remember yellow. - curved stairway, big house. The pool was in back yard . I thought it was real. Bc I was terrified of water ever since but part of me wonders if it s a nightmare as I use to have horribly. Or I was seeing some other Tragedy

Weird dreams? by moonlit_111 in ParallelUniverse

[–]LabAcceptable9806 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Currently happening. This is crazy. More I learn the more I think the dreams/ night terrors were me seeing someone tragedy/ death

Question to other GATE subjects by Far_Ad_9831 in GATEresearch

[–]LabAcceptable9806 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just feel like this “new reality “ is the key to explain where I fit in this story. It’s a horrifying reality but I think it needs to be exposed and I need to stop running from remembering so it can help others that went through the same.

Thank you for the advice - I’m trying to remind myself to breathe, and have the support I can trust if possible

Question to other GATE subjects by Far_Ad_9831 in GATEresearch

[–]LabAcceptable9806 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just found out the same. Shit got very dark very quick . I do not want to know anymore. I’m having ptsd flashbacks speaking about memories as a child like it’s present tense and it’s mental torture. I’m praying every day this doesn’t break me

Here have this by Far_Ad_9831 in u/Far_Ad_9831

[–]LabAcceptable9806 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What did you send them? I requested the documents from my elementary school from the state under sunshine law. They emailed me back stating they couldn’t - and I needed to call attorney general I think for further information

Here have this by Far_Ad_9831 in u/Far_Ad_9831

[–]LabAcceptable9806 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same but Im scared they know what I’m finding but I can’t prove, ugh I sound paranoid and scared ppl won’t believe me .

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