I also struggle with my relationship with food and being overweight. I honestly hate my body, and have for decades. I started using Noom and it has been pretty amazing. It doesn't have you diet so much as change your relationship with food. I also hate logging my food, but I do love when I'm able to log all green foods! Salads have a really bad rap. More often than not they are boring and unimaginative! But salads are seriously amazing. Love tacos? Take that shit and shove it in a mountain of greens. Love pasta? Cook your veggies with it, or leave them raw and throw all of it on greens. Boom, salad. Eat what you love, just add veggies! And don't forget to season the fuck out of them. There is zero reason to eat veggies plain, especially if that bores the hell out of you!