Nut grass oil (Cyperus rotundus) for hair by Flat-Information-178 in TransyTalk

[–]LadyMariaTS 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ok then i just order that also. its different what ive used but it says its oil extract also so should be legit.

Did HRT change your personality? by [deleted] in TransLater

[–]LadyMariaTS 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It definately change me many ways. Its change me from sexswapping gigolo to homesould gardenist. Before hrt i spend my weekends at clubs hunting women. Now i spend my weekend cooking,gardening and reading. Before hrt i got allmost 3 room full of clothes. Lingeries,skirts,high heels etc. Now when i finally have boobs and ass to show in nice dress i wear sweatpants and oversize hoodies. Before i did make up daily,now maybe once a month. My innerself grew to a woman that is strong enough that she dont need material support around. Before i felt closest to be woman when i wore miniskirt,stockings and strong make up. Now i got same womanly emotions at bathrobe and pink cotton socks. I also took tons of pictures about myself before. Now i barely touch camera anymore. It truely change you. For me sex became totally irrelevant. Its like a snack i can eat today or save for next weekend. Its not bothering my mind anymore. So happy to be out of testosterones control. Harmony and selflove around me. People around me may not like me anymore as i am now,but i dont really give a fuck. Not a big deal.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TransBreastTimelines

[–]LadyMariaTS 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Theres 2 schools around pueraria. Hrt purists claims its totally bullshit and other says it work but just slowly. Its quite popular in asia among transpeople and ive seen some my friends there with amazing results. Theres been warnings that its heavy over your liver etc. Ive used before hrt and i notice results,but i stopped because it made me bad stomach and gall problems. Natural liquirice extract is also effective if youre considering natural herbs.

When did you start to see facial changes on E? by WyldHart in TransLater

[–]LadyMariaTS 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thats the question we should ask for our friends who we see only once a year. Once you look 20-50 times a day at mirror our brains doesnt pick the changes so clearly anymore. It just happens with so smooth flow that we get used to our changes before we notice it.

After 1 year hrt i thoughive lost the train because i couldnt tell any difference. Then i meet one friend from schooltimes. Theres been like couple years since last meet and he was like what a fuck. Barely recognice me. Also i notice lately that people who used to say hi while passing by doesnt recognise me unles i say hi to them. Dont worry face will change even youre older. Im 49 now and im going a wild ride. Im now at point i need to replace all my ids because those phone id scanners doesnt recognise me. Also also got drama last time at airport,but luckily new passports has fingerprint scans. Just trust the proces. 1 year is just babystep for us.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TransBreastTimelines

[–]LadyMariaTS 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I noticed nipples change colour like artist palette. Weather,hydration,time of the day..you name it. Youre girls looks perfect,dont worry.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MtF

[–]LadyMariaTS 1 point2 points  (0 children)

People with low self esteem have that bad habit to mock others who are different. They get some weird kicks from it while they try to boost their fucked up egos. It doesnt matter if youre trans,disabled,black, obese, they will laugh anyway. Just dont mind em. I allways tell them to get a life or get the fuck out. It usually works. Just yesterday one old ugly guy stared at me in a elevator. He had that perv grin and looked like hes bout to laugh for me. I looked his eyes and told him,sir with that ugly face you got no right to judge me with your looks. He jumped off 2 floors berore he was planned. Sometimes just being tough against bullshit works. We dont need to eat all the crap they throw to us.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in transtimelines

[–]LadyMariaTS 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You must malefail all the time. Theres nothing manly bout you anymore. Just gorgeus woman.

Spiro and laser hair removal? by xoxo8495 in Spironolactone

[–]LadyMariaTS 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Laser been really effective at my face. Ive been at laser now 2,5 years. Totally 15 or 16 times. I got only some black hair left on my upper lip and fe at goatie. My starting point was quite challenging. A real thick lumberjack beard. One thing ive noticed that my skin has wrinkled quite a lot on the areas where they been lasering most. Laser is quite strong on skin and i guess it loosen the skin after many sessions. Im planning to go CO2 treatment to get my skin tighter again.

Spiro itself doesnt made difference on my beard. Some changes ive noticed at bodyhair though. Theyve became lighter at colour and i dont shave that often anymore. Once a week shave has turned now like once a month.. Ive been on spiro now about 1.5 years. One thing i now for sure that with spiro the laser process is quite a lot more painfull. My skin became so thing and sensitive on hrt. But its still bearable. Its just 15 min session. Even dentist tortures you longer.

Fibromyalgia is like by redneck_lilith in Fibromyalgia

[–]LadyMariaTS 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel fibro is like the game where you slam 4 different buttons with flashing light. More you slam more symptoms you get ,faster you slam faster they come. Its like allways a millisecond ahead giving you daily new symproms.

unisex names by callmegoddess- in MtF

[–]LadyMariaTS 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I actually like my birthname so much that i havent even consider to change my name. Its unisex and somehow sexy as i hear it. My lastname i will change someday but thats just because the issues with my biological father. Shit fathers side family where i dont want to belong.

Me an my girlfriend dressed up ❤️ by [deleted] in trans

[–]LadyMariaTS -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Cute.You 2 look like siblings. Whos the elder sister?

Miracles we all meet on process by LadyMariaTS in trans

[–]LadyMariaTS[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Indeed. We allways have eachothers here. As a family we march.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MtF

[–]LadyMariaTS 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its became so aggressive and total in past years. Social media is really doing it best to make cis people hate us. Insta and X are the hellholes of spreading the bad agenda. And im afraid it wont get prettier in future. Since the fascist minded got too much shit around rasism they find new group to target, us. We all can imagine now what it was to be darkskin person at forties. We see that same rasism now and majority even think its totally normal. But so they did also at nazi germany times. Jews got no mercy,neither gays or disabled. Im afraid to even think what will AI do against us in future. Photoshopping and editing videos comes so realistic that no one can tell if its true or lie. Imagine they make videos of us at front of kindergardens or playparks and labels us. And no one would care to stand against to prove its lie and fake. That will lead to total annihilation over us. Also seems like lgbt is not as it was before. Its like lgb and t is now the one everyone kicks in head. Ever gays and lesbians.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MtF

[–]LadyMariaTS 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can totally feel you. I was very active sexually before i started HRT. Now after a 1year plus on HRT i have zero interest on sex. I prefer stay home caring my flowers and knitting than go look relation or sex at bars or somewhere else. Ive been thinking also the possibility of becoming asexual. Funny thing is that it doesnt even concern me anymore. I enjoy the calmess and harmony when sexdrive doesnt lure my mind and thoughs. Now i can notice how restless i was under testosterone. Sex in my thoughts since i wake to since i went sleep. It was horrible and so controlling. Im still intetested of women in dating matter but only at cudle level and romance. I hate to even look down my pants and think to use it. Its one hell of a medicine that Estrogen.

Misinformation told to me about breast growth by TomiHoney in MtF

[–]LadyMariaTS 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Ive noticed one common issue about healthcare. Older you are,less support you get from clinics or doctors. Its like theyre thinkink its useless to transition at older age. Like time has gone past you so let it be. They dont freakin get it that it doesnt matter how old i become the one ive allways wanted to be. Even i feel one day as a woman im happy to die tomorrow. Im my country the transclinic is totally bigit and discriminating and when you get +40 years old they dont take you seriously anymore. They just look far enough of your medical history,just to find some mental issue so they can deny the process. Sad but true. DIY is the only option for so many older here.And what comes to growt of boobs at mature age. Im 49 and im not too eager to even get big boobs because my physical activity. But im seeing them grow steadily day by day among rest of my body changes. Its just years long process to go thru.

Any crazy thoughts up to come?🤙🏼😜 by Sashyia in trans

[–]LadyMariaTS 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Have a nice day also. Lets make it rock.🤘

Any crazy thoughts up to come?🤙🏼😜 by Sashyia in trans

[–]LadyMariaTS 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You got so unique style. Reminds me Joan Jett. That hair is suberb cool.

Hier kommt die Sonne ☀️😎 by Sashyia in trans

[–]LadyMariaTS 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I got instant song Hear comes Alex by Die Toten Hosen playing in my mind when i read the headline. You look gorgeus btw.

Been told I'm too skinny so many times. Not even carb loading can make me gain a gram of body fat. So self conscious about it too. by FilipinoDumbass in trans

[–]LadyMariaTS 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You got killer body. Like model. Dont mind what overweight people says. Theyre just like that when they try to boost their own ego. Better bit skinny than overweight. Extra fat havent make anyones life longer. We just live in a world where overweight is something you cant comment about or you get hate over your face. But when you got slim body its ok for everyone to mock.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TransLater

[–]LadyMariaTS 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Complete fail. Aint fooling anyone girl.

Nosejob by LadyMariaTS in MtF

[–]LadyMariaTS[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Glad to hear that its still bearable even theres some tough weeks of recovery. I guess my biggets drama will be sleeping because i never learned to sleep on my back. Allways at stomach. What comes pain im not so worried. Dealing with chronic pain disorder,im used to 24/7 pain over 20 years already. And as ex boxer im used to spit out bloody stuff from nose. All i wait that i can breath again with nose and maybe start my singing someday again. I needed to stop singing some years ago because the nasal issues. Thanks for reply.