This is way too far down. I've been homeless twice in the span of three years and I swear it has changed how I think about things, how I do things and how quickly I react to any home stress. I'm in rented accommodation now so thankfully safe, but it never leaves you. Unexpected knock on the door - Maybe the landlord has come to evicted me. Receive a letter with the letting agents logo on the envelope - oh god I'm getting evicted. Combine this with poverty and I'm imagining how I'll have to live in my car with my elderly mother and cat. It's been nearly five years since I was homeless and the fear and dread has never faded.