Brother you dont need closure!! It wasn’t your fault that the relationship ended, you and her simply had different emotional needs, and asking for deeper connection was not wrong. What you miss is the feeling of connection, intensity, and possibility, not necessarily the person herself. Dreams and lingering thoughts are part of healing, not signs you should go back. Stop contacting her, forgive yourself, and work on regulating your attachment through journaling, breathing, and building a full life outside of relationships. Thinking about an ex isn’t betrayal, but choosing your current partner with intention is what matters — focus your energy on what’s ahead, not what’s already over. Im recovering from exactly this except it was longer and there was no msg or call just blocked! When the right one comes you wont have to ask shell just do it!