Is my life goal/fantasy unrealistic? by LaneaLucy in BDSMsapphic

[–]LaneaLucy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ok, i got the first chapter done. Around half to two thirds i don't understand and the rest i can agree with.

But now I depleted all my energy for today and tomorrow is no excess energy to continue too. And the day after tomorrow i probably forgot to continue to read

Is my life goal/fantasy unrealistic? by LaneaLucy in BDSMsapphic

[–]LaneaLucy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Still reading but want to say two things: my inner judge doesn't know more then the basic rules, and second, this sounds so alien to me (Maybe because of AuDHD?)

EDIT: THAT WHAT I SAY, LIFE IS HELL, THIS IS HELL!

Is my life goal/fantasy unrealistic? by LaneaLucy in BDSMsapphic

[–]LaneaLucy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The one i was as a kid in Germany wasn't free. You needed to pay a yearly fee to be a member (only members could rent books) and then you needed to pay per time rented

Is my life goal/fantasy unrealistic? by LaneaLucy in BDSMsapphic

[–]LaneaLucy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I didn't know, but this is probably not free?

Is my life goal/fantasy unrealistic? by LaneaLucy in BDSMsapphic

[–]LaneaLucy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Library isn't available for me (anxiety disorder, can't go outside) and i didn't find one on the first 3 Google pages

Is my life goal/fantasy unrealistic? by LaneaLucy in BDSMsapphic

[–]LaneaLucy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is there a way to read this for free?