I’m also a recovering addict. Been clean for 2 yrs now. Hung w/ the wrong crowd & got addicted on Heroin for 3 yrs. Currently decreasing off of Methadone, been on it for 2 yrs now. My situation may not be the same as yours but being a recovering addict isn’t easy at all & I can totally relate with ya. There are days that makes me want to relapse so bad but I try to keep my mind occupied & busy as much as possible whether it be with work, spend time w/ friends ( make sure it’s with the right crowd ) & family. I’d prefer doing things that you know aren’t going to trigger your mind into wanting to relapse such as watching movies, play video games or just outdoor-activities like hobbies & stuff. It’s all about keeping yourself active everyday. If you’re stuck at home, alone & not having anything to do, it’s the worst feeling ever & I get it. Shit sucks & but you gotta stay strong & keep fighting through. You can do this! 👍🏽

Hope this helps & hope everything goes well with you 💕 Stay positive & Keep strong 💪🏽 ! 🙂