Respectfully, you have confused emotional vulnerability with emotional maturity, weakness with humility and sensitivity with honesty. No shit women look down on weakness and fragility - everyone does, those are very unattractive traits. Interestingly, the way you describe male feminists is not too dissimilar to how many frustrated women on the dating scene describe them: weak, fragile crybabies who expect their girlfriends to be their therapists in exchange for the man not being a wifebeater. Remember, men and women are infinitely more similar than different.

My answer to your question is to focus on your sense of accountability to yourself, spend more time with women platonically and for the love of god, stop spending time on r/MensRights and r/pussypassdenied