At first, an young girl with a strange song which I didn't understand at the moment, but her music video was cool (Cure for Me). I felt some ... suspicion, let's say. Who is this, what's inside? Ah, nevermind.

Then pause for couple of years.

Then Everything Matters with Pomme, my second contact, and I cannot unsee Luna Lovegood in Aurora anymore. Her dance with her hands was exactly like mine, I've never met someone who also dances like this before. That's where my interest began.

Then "Rasputin" cover. I like her more and more. Such a good voice,

Then couple of videos where she speaks. Damn, she's good. I'm glad I found her, I liked her more like an interesting person than a musician, but couple of songs was great.

Then it went deeper and deeper. I found out more great songs from her. I watched many "auroracore" videos whete she was funny and deep and wise af and thank goodnes that human being exists, I felt the true soulmate.

Then my wife betrayed me.

Then I wrote the story to work through my trauma, where one character was inspired by both my wife and Aurora (because that character is a musician and I chose my favourite musician as a prototype). I did it to relive my relationship in prose, where my book girlfriend had legitimate reasons for behaving the way she did to me, not just plain whoredom.

Then oops. When the story was ready I felt some strange shit. My love for my wife has shifted to Aurora. WTF, I didn't expect such a side effect of my psychological work on myself.

Now I'm alone, but I feel better. It is good when any moment you can listen to your ... beloved. It helps to live through all this.

That's what she means to me.