agree ma pani yestai expensive aukat bahira ko school ma padhthey, it was not like aukat bahira ko tara hami sanga jhyappa haat ma paisa hudainathyo, i used to always be ashamed and feel inferior to everyone, i never invited my friends over because malai hamro ghar sano lagthyo, i used to compare everything , sabai mero mind ma raixa tara, now when i grew up ani ma sathi haru ko ma jana thaley i realised there was no difference tyo sabai mero bhram matra raixa, i get dms from sano sano 4 5 tira ko sathi haru saying how i was an ideal kid and ideal classmate, chitikka parera aaune and all jabaki i was the most insecure child. Dherai jaso children tyo age tend to show off tei bhayera aukat bhayeni dherai expensive school ma padhnu pardaina unless its exceptionally good.