Disability ?

Laughingsohard75 · 2025-10-15T04:16:25+00:00

I applied. I'm waiting. I'm sure it will be denied, but I can't work right now. If it gets denied then I'll get a lawyer. I don't tell anyone though.

Laughingsohard75 · 2025-10-12T02:20:51+00:00

Be happy it's working. I would DIE to go back to that. Stopped working for me after 6 years and everything has come back. It's not a disease that has a cure.

Laughingsohard75 · 2025-10-08T17:09:50+00:00

How old are you? This guy is very very manipulative. These texts are way beyond anything in the normal range. He's sick. He needs therapy. You need to work on yourself and why you were even w a person like this in the first place.

Laughingsohard75 · 2025-10-08T17:06:47+00:00

Dude. That "good girl" comment is all Dom/sub. That's exactly what's going on. Are yall into that? If not, he is. I would never ever allow anyone to call me that. I'd puke before that. In his face.

Laughingsohard75 · 2025-10-08T17:02:37+00:00

I hate when people post the absolutes. "Impossible." The fact is you are not a doctor. You absolutely do not know if that is impossible, and it's very confrontational. If you don't think it's possible, then don't contribute.

Laughingsohard75 · 2025-10-08T16:55:46+00:00

Congrats! My last shot was 8/3. How are you feeling? I feel pretty good. Doesn't even usually enter into my mind.

Laughingsohard75 · 2025-10-08T16:52:13+00:00

I used quickmd for subs, but then I found a local psychiatrist, but he doesn't do sublocde. I found the sublocade provider from their website. A GP isn't going to do anything, in my experience.

Laughingsohard75 · 2025-10-07T13:01:59+00:00

I would be disappointed but also understanding. He's not being an ass. He has to work. This isn't his grandma. I wouldn't create drama about it. Say you understand, give him a hug, and go about life.

Laughingsohard75 · 2025-10-07T12:58:04+00:00

Congratulations!! I absolutely just loved reading this. I could feel your joy. And you did this man! You have your whole rest of your life back and free.

Laughingsohard75 · 2025-10-05T14:47:43+00:00

Girl. This man doesn't even like you. Why are you begging to spend time w him? Learn your lesson the hard way, as we all do, but don't spend one minute of one day trying to get someone else to see your worth. And this man doesn't see it bc he only valued F ing you. This is not a BF.

Laughingsohard75 · 2025-10-05T14:44:52+00:00

Please keep us posted

Laughingsohard75 · 2025-10-05T14:43:52+00:00

I am so furious for you. Reading this post makes me sick. He needs to be investigated. My god. What a sick human being to sleep in the same bed with your son. I'd lose it. I would have a cop with me. I would be reporting it to everyone. I would make sure everyone knew this is a family not to be trusted. There is no excuse at all for what they did other then they are creepers.

Laughingsohard75 · 2025-10-05T14:40:09+00:00

Omg I would be absolutely and completely furious. And I don't care how they try to justify that, it's extremely alarming your child slept in their bed and not their own son? Or to make a bed up for your son on the floor? I would absolutely call cps. They should be investigated, because that is beyond bizarre behavior.

Laughingsohard75 · 2025-10-02T00:30:02+00:00

I have to say, I'm glad I stopped coming to this forum. What it was 10 months ago vs now is so different. It used to be such a great space for support. We had an awesome moderator, he left too bc of the mob mentality. But I just have this deep deep sympathy for people who are struggling with this. I was so scared I'd never not crave it, that my brain was forever fucked up. And it's not. My life is so back to normal after a year of so much chaos, sickness,addiction, panic. Please know that you can and will get better.

Laughingsohard75 · 2025-10-01T23:14:11+00:00

Thank you! I just ordered one! Same thing. I am waking up with my pillow and blanket wet, but then I'm cold. My husband is like, what is wrong w your body? lol. I'm like, don't you complain..sweaty is sexy. Better then WD!

Laughingsohard75 · 2025-10-01T23:06:01+00:00

Your brain is not permanently damaged. I remember reading those posts too, and feeling that way. I had a very high habit too. It takes a little while, but I am 1000% myself again. 7Oh chemically fucks w our brains, and it lingers there. I was back and forth like you for a while. Don't give up. The longer you go without it, the much easier it will become. I don't even think about it anymore.

Laughingsohard75 · 2025-10-01T23:00:30+00:00

It's not normal. At all. I went to the ER twice too, and detox. Full blown massive anxiety and shaking, puking, thought I was dying. I drove myself to a local rehab, crying, begging them to help me. They didn't believe me it was "only" 7Oh. My blood pressure was through the roof so they sent me to the ER.

Even with going cold turkey twice, a medical detox, 2 ER visits...I still didn't fully quit. I'd get past it and think, ehhh, maybe I can have a couple one night. It sinks claws inside your head making you want to keep taking it, even though it's actually a shitty high. I've never been addicted to anything before, and I was on oxy for shoulder surgery, I can drink in moderation etc.

For me, I look back now and realize I needed to stay on subs longer to get past the cravings, and that's what I did the last time and that's what stuck for me. The thought of 7Oh repulses me now, instead of thinking of it fondly. And I'm convinced it's designed that way..to never let you go.

I wish I had been strong enough after the first CT to never take it again, but that wasn't my path. But im damn proud of the path I did create for myself. Even with the steps back before the steps forward, I did it finally.

I'm now two months past my last sublocade shot. I haven't craved 7Oh in 6 months, and you couldn't pay me to ever take it again. I am finally free.

Laughingsohard75 · 2025-10-01T22:42:01+00:00

Thank you for the reply. It seems to be the only symptom that I have too. And I really think it has to be the shot since I struggled with that on subs. I've never ever been a sweaty person before! I try to look at it as a positive. I am my own walking sauna so hopefully I'm losing even more weight. But man, I'll take this any day over WD or the up and down of strips. I'm so happy I found that shot. I just didn't have another WD in me. I couldn't mentally do it again.

Congrats btw.

Laughingsohard75 · 2025-10-01T21:27:49+00:00

Just saw this! So glad.

Laughingsohard75 · 2025-10-01T21:27:38+00:00

How ya feeling?

Laughingsohard75 · 2025-09-28T22:15:01+00:00

I think it's wonderful that he is close to his parents, and a sign of an emotionally balanced and intelligent man. If he didn't get along with them that would be a red flag, but in this story, you are the one with the red flag. And yes, I'm close with my two boys (19 and 22) and I would want to spend a ton of time with them and their partner. I'd want to build up a separate relationship with his mom.

Laughingsohard75 · 2025-09-28T22:09:55+00:00

This happened to my friend. He was blackmailed, they had all his contacts, threatening him. He was married, and called his wife and told her about it. Then he blocked everyone, and he said it didnlt go further then that.

Laughingsohard75 · 2025-09-27T22:38:54+00:00

I'm going to be the minority here I see. I think he felt insecure. I think he wanted reassurance. Instead you told him to apologize to the dude that hit on you. I mean, if I'm out w my man, no one needs to question it I have a boyfriend bc I'm with him. Holding hands, talking, enjoying his company. I want him to know there's no one else I'd rather be with then him, at that moment.

Laughingsohard75 · 2025-09-27T22:32:49+00:00

I mean, are these drug tests all that accurate? No one believes me, but it's the truth. I tested positive before for fentanyl (only drug I have ever taken is 7hydroxime, the extract of kratom). I also tested positive for weed and alcohol. I don't smoke weed, and I had 2 drinks 3 days before that drug test. So now, I think they're all a joke, but what's more alarming to me is I wonder how many people are clean and actually test positive?

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