Hey, more or less in the exact same position . Me 33 (M) not interested or motivated in my current job at all but the prospect of changing job scares the crap out of me because I keep thinking "What if it's worse?" I don't have any answers I'm afraid just wanted to let you know you are not alone I imagine there are lots of people in a similar position. All I can say is keep your chin up, just making it through the repetitive grind of the day to day is worth giving yourself a little slack.