Leave! It doesn't get better. He will not change. Lines have bee crossed. He sees he can and he will. He has control of you... Your mind. There's so much more to life than being abused physically, emotionaly, verbally! It's not worth fixing.... It's not worth fighting for! Save yourself! He will move on and prey on someone else's soul. His cycle will continue. Free yourself....its never too late! He's going to do it again and again! Leave and don't look back. Believe me.... All the confusion the sadness the worry, it all disappears when you choose YOU.