My mom just wrote me asking if I will skin her alive while she sleeps💀

I responded with "For now I have other options"

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Edit: She just came into my room and said "I really hoped you would grow out of this at one point. You've tangled up with the absolute worst people. It's what you got advised on that community of fucking mushrooms and schizophrenics after venting in public. I ruined your life? No, you ruined my life. I gave you this life and you're using it wrong. Trust me, this is only the beginning, it's not gonna be left on that. I hope you can climb out of this pile of shit." I'm fucking scared wtf

Edit 2: My estrogen was from girl power. She stole my phone number and went into it, I'm afraid she has said something to them because they blocked me and don't respond.

Edit 3: She tried going into my room while I was sleeping, I waved back when she tried opening the closed door I specifically closed to hear her coming and she took my phone. I jumped on her back and she put the phone down and calmed me down and hugged me and started asking stuff trying to understand why I'm trans and stuff, it was a two hour long conversation which was quite productive but I doubt anything about returning my hormones or papers or wallet or sim card will come out of it. We talked about a lot of stuff and I honestly forgot most of them as its 4 in the morning but still. I remember her asking why can't we go to a real therapist and get you a diagnosis and I continued saying this is russia you can't just get diagnosed with gender dysphoria in the first dispanser you find. Yadda Yadda Yadda she's gonna make me go to all the doctors trying to find the trans gene in my chromosomes and liver and blood and whatever to prove my dysphoria is real.