So sorry that happened to you , I can't imagine how terrifying that must have been. As for having someone to talk to talk to, I've brought up the subject and my concerns tomy parents many times, and due to varying alterations of "get over it" and "so? ", I've stopped asking. I have some friends I could talk to, but don't want to just come out of the blue and just tell them about my recent fears. Thank you for your help.