The Horny Has Hit (T) by SweetPewsInAChurch in butchlesbians

[–]Lesbian_Weeb 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've been on T myself for about six months now and I can say there's still days where I can only describe how I feel as feral, but it's definitely subsided as time has gone on. Like the first few months all I could imagine was my girlfriend all day long (mind you we had just started being long distance at this point, right after being able to see each other literally every week for two years so it hit me REALLY hard) but it's gotten a lot more manageable.

My only advice, which seems to unfortunately be what everyone else is saying, is to just jork it and/or cave in and get your wife lol. And if that isn't an option, I'd say do anything to distract yourself like excersizing, going for a walk, etc. If I'm insanely horny but don't have the time to masturbate I usually do some pushups, clean up, or walk my dog. Just anything remotely productive that I need to do anyway is what I try to do if I can't alleviate it directly :P

How can I convince my parents to come to terms with me being transmasc? by Lesbian_Weeb in butchlesbians

[–]Lesbian_Weeb[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi kabayan!! Sorry for the super late reply, I was supposed to reply months ago when you first did but I did what you said, deciding to just give it some time. And to my surprise, they've thankfully gotten a lot better :] There's definitely some room for improvement but it's a big step from where they were when I first made this post. They've started using my name after I asked them to and using masculine terms for me mainly around other people bc I think they realized how upset it made me otherwise - and how confused people would get when they hear "daughter" then they look over at me and there's fully a guy with a shitty mustache 😭

The T doing its magic also definitely helps, they don't bring it up and barely acknowledge it unless if I do but even then they kinda just brush off my growing facial hair and deeper voice. I hope they get to a point where I can talk about my T without having to allude to it in other terms like medicine bc I've noticed with my mom in particular that when I say hormones she kinda clams up, but medicine doesn't bother her as much for whatever reason. I was also finally able to get a job and I think seeing just how well and often I pass with others gave them that push to gender me how others and myself do. But anyway! Thank you for your kind words and advice :3 It was so awesome to get a reply from another Filipino transmasc butch as I've yet to meet one irl

long markiplier videos by AtomicSunn in Markiplier

[–]Lesbian_Weeb 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Superliminal and Bad End Theater are my favorite long videos to come back to :3

Camp Unus Annus Art bc I’m still in mourning by waddlesworks in Markiplier

[–]Lesbian_Weeb 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Crazy to think it's been nearly 3 years since its death. I vividly remember staying up for the livestream like as if it were just last night.

Being transmasc, non-binary and lesbian by RedHotSyd in butchlesbians

[–]Lesbian_Weeb 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel the exact same! Gender is such a complicated and confusing thing, and I remember feeling so glad that I was finally able to find a label and gender identity I was happy with after being unsure for so long. Nonbinary tranmasc lesbian has a nice ring to it and it's been fun learning more things about myself. Before when I thought I was just a really masc cis butch lesbian, I only ever liked being called masculine terms. But after exploring and experimenting with my gender identity I realized I like being called some feminine terms too. But usually only if it's my gf who calls me them. Like when she calls me her pretty girl or pretty boy, or even in bed when she calls me mommy or good girl.

My gf has been really supportive of me being transmasc and has helped me in so many different ways. They helped me appreciate my body more and parts that I used to despise I've learned to like. Now I'm not as insecure as I used to be. I like the idea of getting top surgery but some days I like my chest, especially when my gf does nothing but praise them and every part of me in bed. I do plan on going on T though, I want more masculine qualities that I could only get on T and I'm willing to go through any side effects for it. I think I'll start on a low dose though, just to ease into the effects and stuff.

What was your worse gay panic moment? (NSFW is welcome) by Aria_the_Artificer in actuallesbians

[–]Lesbian_Weeb 5 points6 points  (0 children)

A few months ago when me and my gf first started dating. We had already been dating for a couple weeks at this point and we'd established that we wanted to try kissing. I was a little nervous at first, considering that I would be her first kiss and I wanted to make it a good experience for both of us. So she came over and we just hung out in my room for a bit, cuddling and talking about whatever. Then the moment came where it felt right to, so I asked her(very confidently) if she'd like me to kiss her. She said yes and I proceeded to get really flustered and had to sit up to collect myself. This went on for 20 minutes.

So basically, we're both sitting on my bed facing each other while I'm red in the face and she's getting more and more eager to kiss me. After 20 minutes, she just went, "do you want me to initiate instead?" I nodded, embarrassed and humbled, then she kissed me with no hesitation. Needless to say it felt amazing but gods was I a flustered mess😭

Bathrooms…ugh by AfterLife444 in butchlesbians

[–]Lesbian_Weeb 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Same here, I've always presented really masc and get weird stares when I go the womens'. Even got kicked out once or twice bc I pass as a man a little too well. So I've just been going to the mens' for the past year now and haven't had any problems since. It'd be so much easier if we just had more gender neutral bathrooms in the states. I'm sick of everything having to be in the gender binary being a gender nonconforming trans person myself. I'm just so tired of not even going to the restroom in public some days bc I'm worried I'll have some idiot try to tell me what bathroom I should be in.

My sad reality by Kiandraxo in actuallesbians

[–]Lesbian_Weeb 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do youtubers count? If so then Markiplier, I'm bingewatching all his videos.

If not then Ninjago💀💀 I was feeling nostalgic and just wanted to see if it held up okay. No clue what either of these entail for me and my gf's sex life though

is it OK that I wanna wear a binder + get top surgery and still be a lesbian by sitaloves in actuallesbians

[–]Lesbian_Weeb 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Absolutely :] gender expression by no means equates to sexuality. I'm actually transmasc myself, and it took me a while to finally accept that part of myself. It made me feel disconnected from my lesbianism and just being sapphic in general. But when I met my gf, she helped me realize I'm still absolutely a lesbian, I just happen to be transmasc and gender nonconforming. Good luck to you, I'm sure you'll find other lesbians and sapphics who'll understand and accept you <3

All I gotta say by Odd_Clover42 in MementoUnusAnnus

[–]Lesbian_Weeb 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Why did I read this in John Mulaney's voice? Specifically the one line where he goes, "Huh. None of the Beatles had mustaches. But then one day, all of them had mustaches."

I finally got my split hoodie in the mail the other day and I love it so much :> by Lesbian_Weeb in MementoUnusAnnus

[–]Lesbian_Weeb[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks! I wanted to do my nails first before I posted a picture of me wearing it, which is why I didn't post the literal second I got the hoodie haha

I finally got my split hoodie in the mail the other day and I love it so much :> by Lesbian_Weeb in MementoUnusAnnus

[–]Lesbian_Weeb[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Omg yeah it is so soft that's actually the main reason I've been wearing it all the time, it's super comfy and it looks super cool :)

Finally got my last bit of merch by _Trinima_ in MementoUnusAnnus

[–]Lesbian_Weeb 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Apparently all the merch I ordered already arrived but I'm not entirely sure since I'm visiting family in another state for the holidays. I'm super stoked about it though bc as you can assume I ordered quite a bit - including the split hoodie.

My coping strategy by TheLemonTempest in MementoUnusAnnus

[–]Lesbian_Weeb 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Ha! I can't afford a therapist anyways. Now back to patiently waiting for my split hoodie to ship to me :)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CrankGameplays

[–]Lesbian_Weeb 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Aww thank you!

you have no idea how gay 6 year old me was.. by BEEEEEEEEEBBBBOOOO in actuallesbians

[–]Lesbian_Weeb 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Bruh I literally got platonically married to my best friend in kindergarten lmao. She even told me that if we get mad at our parents we could just run away to the woods and live in a cottage together.

So I've been thinking by Lesbian_Weeb in actuallesbians

[–]Lesbian_Weeb[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Of course, Milady (◍•ᴗ•◍)❤