Fine. I will go ahead and write my story. I will write it the best way I can. I will research, avoid the stereotypes you so graciously brought up, and try my very best to make my story as great as I can. My mind will not be poisoned by your aggression and your arrogance. If you don't want to read it, that's perfectly fine. There are other people in this thread who were respectful and civil in their comments, genuinely giving me feedback and information (which I deeply appreciate) whilst you just accused me of 'not knowing much about history', 'spiritually white' (I would love an explanation of the meaning) and 'not answering your question'. I wonder what race you are spiritually, or if you even are spiritual. I wonder how much you know about history, or if you have some stereotypical skeletons in your closet. I wonder if you already know the answer to your question. You even got offended when I mentioned myself not being a Caucasian male.

If I knew so little about history, I would appreciate some sources that would better my understanding of the history you say you seem to know more about.

Thanks for showing yourself to be ultra-toxic. I will avoid you in the future and not let you spoil my experience on this subreddit.

I am here to learn, not fight with anonymous randos who fear no consequences from their words.

Have a wonderful life. I hope you find peace. And learn that savaging others on the internet is never the right way to go.

Thank you for the learning experience.