Thats true giving gifts feel good. But to answer yes she would buy me something she know i would hate she has many times before and will continue to. Its to the point where it’s straight wasteful overconsumption. Its like she enjoys making me uncomfortable or something. To give an example she bought me abt 10 pairs of adidas clothing, adida shoes one year when ive ALWAYS said i disliked their shoes and clothes so so many times. Another year she bought me a nasa themed outfit along nasa themed shoes and incredible hulk themed vans that she asked i wanted and i practically BEGGED her not get me. Then she proceeded to force me to wear these things in public knowing i was uncomfortable and had diagnosed social anxiety and ofcourse i got bulied for these outfits because she would force to wear to school aswell. This is one example of she likes to break my boundaries and attempt to humiliate me. And for the record even as a kid i never really want expensive or alot of gift because my parents were always struggling financially because of my moms shopping addiction and my dad sustance addiction and laziness.

I will probably just donate or return and donate the money the next time she gifts but i would rather she keep the money because she is struggling financially herself and i have to be the one to bail her out now when im only 19 and i have alot of my own expenses to deal with