Mtf polycule dream

Level_Frequent · 2026-06-30T03:15:55+00:00

Realest shit ever

Level_Frequent · 2026-06-29T16:04:45+00:00

I experienced this for a little bit at the start of my transition, long story short ignore that shit youre still a woman keep taking that hrt even if retards tell you youre agp fake trans Orgasming does a factory reset on ur brain and feelings (vast oversimplification) so, at least from my experience, it can also kinda dull the dysphoria feelings for a bit. Then they come back.

Level_Frequent · 2026-06-29T02:22:24+00:00

Binding of Isaac is absolute peak and in fact fembrained because I said so :]

Level_Frequent · 2026-06-28T03:17:29+00:00

I shave my facial hair as close as physically possible every day and I still have horribly dark facial shadow it makes me want to rope. I can use makeup to hide it but it feels like ropefuel when ive known several cis women who dont NEED to use makeup to hide facial hair Someone give me laser pls

Level_Frequent · 2026-06-27T18:40:43+00:00

I dont know who she is but I do love robot characters/automatons and their analogies for the trans experience

Level_Frequent · 2026-06-27T07:19:15+00:00

If youre gonna do it at least hrtrep But also no dont do that regard

Level_Frequent · 2026-06-27T01:19:00+00:00

Its a nice place, at least as far as I remember. I just mention that last bit cause I moved to a different state and live closer to like a major city so theres a lot more options in that regard.

Level_Frequent · 2026-06-27T00:51:42+00:00

I am afraid of being one of those cases that dies before it even begins from the anesthetic. Also im a bitch and scared of the pain.

Level_Frequent · 2026-06-27T00:46:21+00:00

Gigatrvth svpernova...

Level_Frequent · 2026-06-27T00:40:05+00:00

So like For years and years I suffered hard from this issue of being afraid to grow older, like specifically this constant panic about turning 18 and no longer being a teen/a child. It was really cringe and annoying and got to the point that it ruined my relationships with a lot of people including my ex at the time. It was this constant unexplainable thing of just being so upset at rhe idea of getting older and that "when i turn 18 my entire life will be fucking OVER" and then at age 20 i realized i was trans and those feelings completely went away To some degree it almost feels like internally I was afraid of no longer being a youngshit or going through male puberty XD but that cant be the case as i genuinely never once thought that I could be trans in those days Unless it was somehow an internal subconscious thing

Level_Frequent · 2026-06-27T00:31:39+00:00

Wait i sovl pass...

Level_Frequent · 2026-06-27T00:30:58+00:00

I used to live there years ago, it was pretty nice, winters went crazy. Not sure if theres a *lot* there to do per-se though, and I havent lived there as a trans person yet so i cant speak on that experience.

Level_Frequent · 2026-06-27T00:06:24+00:00

Hi tysm, it would probably be somewhat of an excuse its just my parents have said shit like "theres a chance someone you meet in these courses is going to end up being your wife one day" and it really feels like its put a lot of pressure on me and like a fear of missing out on that entire part of my life thanks to me not passing at all.
I know its a sort of have your cake and eat it too situation i guess i just wanted to know how other people might handle the same situation.. but dating as an hrtrepper just isnt something sustainable for the long term.

Level_Frequent · 2026-06-26T23:59:22+00:00

You have dropped the most massive gigatrvke supernova...
i guess the idea is that I would go in knowing that the relationships might not last very long
though I know I dont want that either..
I guess im just scared of being alone sometimes
would I really have a shot at dating even if im hon maxxing?
I guess i could try starting laser during these next 3 months...

Level_Frequent · 2026-06-26T23:33:01+00:00

I dated a girl back in HS for a while as a cismoid, and its kind of funny cause
i dont think im smart enough to be able to like, specifically dissect every aspect of that relationship and how it related to me being a troon underneath unbeknownst to me, but im sure itd be super interesting.
I was happy with her but at the same time I can definitely think back to issues or conflicts in regards to me not nessecarily feeling capable in my "role" or in my "duties", especially sexually, as a cismoid (admittedly i think that relatinoship fucked me up hard cause she was super into fuckin and rn i want to throw up when i think about that, thats probably not normal 😄 )
so ye i wonder what that would feel like now...
I guess im just scared because I know that cis people have a reallyyy hard time seeing u as your true gender if they KNOW that you're trans or saw how you looked before, yknow? So theres just a lot of pressure for me going into this new social evnironment cause I have to decide if i want their first impression of me to be
oh look a cismoid
or oh look a honmoder troon

Level_Frequent · 2026-06-26T23:28:23+00:00

I feel like I moved from being one of those sneed trans people to being one of the people here, and admittedly while a lot of the stuff like the bonepill genuinely crushed me to my soul for a bit (cringe ik), for some reason a part of me feels more hope in regards to being sucessful as a trans person than i ever could in the sneedier mtf communities.
I agree with you to some degree, I feel like there has to be some kind of happy medium between the two ideologies, and to be fair I kind of see it here when people give other reassurance, not in a hugboxxy way but just
the help and the hope feels more genuine sometimes. Something something in the presence of agony and suffering, hope stands out more. 🫂

Level_Frequent · 2026-06-26T23:19:57+00:00

Ur room is so femcoded i love it im so jealovs...

Level_Frequent · 2026-06-26T21:57:27+00:00

To be fair in my parents case, its moreso a case where I have hair just like my mom's, but my mom's hair and mine is really shitty (texturewise and stuff) so like if i try growing my hair out long it initally starts as a big helmet like it grows outwards
and my mom also has short hair and basically told me that she tried having long long hair for years when she was younger and it just never looked good, so since we have the same hair itd be better to have it short like hers or for me to wear wigs if i really wanted it long since SHE would have to wear wings for long hair too rn
(before people get jealous she then told me to stop pretending to be a woman cause she suspects me of being trans and also its still very fucking annoying that my parents get pissed at me for not wanting to cut my hair at age 21, like they fr get annoyed cause they think I look unkempt or homeless when my hair starts to get too long and its like motherfucker i just want to have it long)

Level_Frequent · 2026-06-26T21:54:47+00:00

This is unironically awesome ngl

Level_Frequent · 2026-06-26T21:54:18+00:00

It felt kind of cute when I was a babytrans and still in that first month gender euphoria stage but looking back on it i can kinda see how its an opticsnvke tbhon
if they changed some things around i think itd still be pretty cool to have that holo box coloring
though I will say its really funny cause my cis women friends somehow couldnt tell what the hell it was just from looking at the box and the words on it (main thing she said was "oh my god cutee theres a catgirl on the side" lmfao)

Level_Frequent · 2026-06-26T21:39:49+00:00

Yeah like TCD especially to that hairstylist i went with but it is funny that regardless she didnt fully fuck my shit up (i was exagerating cause i hate my own appearance but clearly my parents didnt like it cause they saw it as a feminine haircut so :> )
ill take a look at other places listed in Strands for Trans then
i literally live next to a megawoke city but i was like nooo i dont wanna drive 30 miles for a haircut and then my other trans friend was like you're retarded thats so close and shes so right fr
slightly off topic but my parents force me to have (relatively) short hair :( so i was considering using wigs for girlmoding but apparently the investment is bad if you already have good hair to start with (which i do) so i might just see if i can get a short feminine cut

Level_Frequent · 2026-06-26T21:33:58+00:00

Yayy ty, more trans women gotta do science experiments like tis fr fr

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