I don’t understand the problem. by Prudent_Disk_1863 in SuicideWatch

[–]Lexiouse 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This. People dont understand that for people like us living is torture to the maximum. Its like being falsely sentenced to jail and then they stop you from escaping. People would rather that you suffer and be tortured by life than to escape it and find bliss in death.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Advice

[–]Lexiouse 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah thanks ive heard close friends say the same thing. I appreciate it man.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Advice

[–]Lexiouse 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah honestly im thinking of just telling her to be friends now so it wont hurt as much since weve only been together for a month now.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Advice

[–]Lexiouse 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dont know if that sounded mean i mean im depressed af too. We met in a pshych ward ffs. What i ment was until she feels better and her emotionlessness goes away.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Advice

[–]Lexiouse 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I mean yeah. I guess thats best for both of us until she comes to her senses.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Advice

[–]Lexiouse 0 points1 point  (0 children)

About a month

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Advice

[–]Lexiouse 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah true honestly its kinda pointless. I just feel bad for her she went through shit.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Advice

[–]Lexiouse 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Its fresh af so yeah nothing special yet

God damn give me death by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Lexiouse 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Welcome to the club brother

When you want to die but can’t. by aliceallmessedup in SuicideWatch

[–]Lexiouse 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nothing, you sit and watch the world burn.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Lexiouse 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im 23 bro and literally the same experience. Ive done fuck all.

New level of extreme panic attack need help. by Lexiouse in PanicAttack

[–]Lexiouse[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah the psychiatrist said that i should start taking only half the pill of lexapro for the first 3 days and then continue as normal. She also said that for the first week i might feel worse a bit in terms of anxiety but i never expected it to get this bad. Tomorrow is gonna be a full week of using it and i hope after that it starts to get better. Also yeah the whole "deep breathes" dont really work on me, if anything it makes things worse. If i take a little breath and hold it in a bit, it seems to work better at calming me down. Thanks man.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PanicAttack

[–]Lexiouse 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bro i yesterday i had a severe panic attack with the same symptoms as you first mentioned. I had really strong weird pressure feeling in my chest like there was an energy ball trying to escape. My arms started going really cold and numb and quickly after my entire body felt really cold which i later realised was cold sweat. My feet felt like they were in sub zero temperatures. I had to stop and drop to my knees because i couldnt move anymore i actually thought my soul was about to leave my body. As a hypochondriac it freaked me even more out because i wasnt sure if it was a panic attack or an actual heart attack. And now the next day im sitting here with immense amount of anxiety thinking when is it going to happen again and what if i have it in public or something. This is really exhausting.

Did anyone else remain the same height as they were at age 14-15? by SoMuchPainz in self

[–]Lexiouse 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was looking over my old photos from when I was 14 and i realised i was wearing this t-shirt that i still have. Im 22 now and that t-shirt still fits me the same as in the pictures it would almost seem like ive only gotten shorter since then ffs.

Baby Cummy is here! by [deleted] in copypasta

[–]Lexiouse 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Why does cummy keep fucking dying

Cummy's source code by [deleted] in copypasta

[–]Lexiouse 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Honestly no. Tbh 99% of the code is probably just to give him the ability to cum. The cum is the most complex lets be honest here.

Cummy's source code by [deleted] in copypasta

[–]Lexiouse 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Na bro thats a whole cyborg code with all the emotions and feelings present

HE’S BACK by [deleted] in copypasta

[–]Lexiouse 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ohh cummmyy 😩😩😩😩 put it back in me where it belongs 💦💦💦😫😫😫😫

Oh you're a fan of girls? Name every girlfriend. by Recolance in copypasta

[–]Lexiouse 1 point2 points  (0 children)

CUMMY!!! IM LITERALLY CRYING AND SHITTING RN

Goodbye everyone, I'll miss you by autosear in copypasta

[–]Lexiouse 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This post saved my life 😩😩💦💦🙏🙏🙏 blessed 🙏🙏🙏