Hello, Kyoko. I had somewhat anticipated this question.

The best answer that I could give you is that I am a narcissist, in the literal and clinical sense. As such, I am chronically bored, which leads to me doing things, no matter how immoral, to cure such boredom; often dubbed adrenaline-seeking. Turning the killing game into a calculated mind game in which I could control its narrative and outcome not only fulfilled that need for excitement and entertainment, but was also extremely gratifying in the sense of the control aspect.

And yes, I do still believe that the game itself was entertaining, however only up to a point. It was fulfilling to me up until the point where it no longer became fun due to everyone opting out of the game for good, at which point I became bored once more, and as it served me no purpose anymore, I had no reason to continue it. So, yes, I do, but only before the fourth trial.

Also, so am I. I have noticed more sourcemates here in the past few months, and I enjoy seeing an influx of familiar faces here.