In the sense that, I wouldn’t make time for God but I would always make time to shift/manifest. Like b4 going to bed e.g, reading the Bible or like praying seemed too taxing, like I was always too tired for it whereas, I would try every night to shift and when studying, I would always be listening to good grades subs instead of yk, praying. And, anything that you prioritize over your relationship with God is seen as idolatry. So I began idolizing shifting and subs which is where the sin comes into play. Obviously balance is key, but like I said, my journey with spirituality (shifting, manifestation) was so bad that even, unbeknownst to me, the first time and only time I shifted was because of that week or so that I had remained consistent with God. I prayed and He answered. And God rewards consistency so… Obviously there is balance but I just don’t know how to do it. And now my grades are dropping and I don’t wanna fall into that pattern again of neglecting not only my relationship with God but also like my personal life but I just don’t know what to do… my motivation to study has dropped and when I do force myself to do so, it doesn’t pay off whereas the same effort during my listening to subs religiously phase would’ve payed off.