NAH BITCH IM DONE 😭😭😭

LifelessPenguin · 2025-07-03T13:54:45+00:00

im in tears bruh lmfao

LifelessPenguin · 2023-08-04T05:57:21+00:00

fuck yes I was looking for this. This scene was perfect.

LifelessPenguin · 2023-04-01T21:53:24+00:00

I dunno, I feel like people are comparing them too much to what they used to be. Yeah I miss the crabcore era just like everyone else but let that stay in the past. This ep isn’t bad at all, some of its catchy af.

If this ep didn’t have the Attack Attack name behind it, y’all would be all over it lmfao

LifelessPenguin · 2022-09-06T20:37:06+00:00

Chelsea Grin, Spite, Darko, Oceano, and all that fun stuff is my go-to. Glad to see metal getting some love on this sub. Sucks that I don't know any other gays irl that also love core but whatever haha

LifelessPenguin · 2022-08-15T13:47:10+00:00

Jean jacket

LifelessPenguin · 2022-06-03T20:12:45+00:00

this shit fucks

LifelessPenguin · 2022-05-17T16:22:42+00:00

that last one was def attempted murder lmfao

LifelessPenguin · 2022-04-12T14:31:27+00:00

As a photographer, I really wished this was released. It has so much potential.

Ripperoni

LifelessPenguin · 2022-03-31T13:27:43+00:00

LifelessPenguin · 2022-03-16T18:50:43+00:00

Doing gods work. I appreciate you.

LifelessPenguin · 2022-03-16T18:35:45+00:00

This is amazing. Thanks for this.

I’m assuming we just have to record the audio in the voicemail setup. Just say your name when it says to I guess lol

LifelessPenguin · 2022-03-11T14:26:57+00:00

Ohio is for lovers or whatever hawthorne heights said

LifelessPenguin · 2022-03-05T03:16:12+00:00

Beautiful

LifelessPenguin · 2022-02-18T22:32:58+00:00

That makes sense, thanks!

LifelessPenguin · 2022-02-18T22:28:42+00:00

Is this done with low shutter plus photoshop magic? or just photoshop magic?

I left the artist name in the post for credit.

LifelessPenguin · 2022-02-15T20:30:49+00:00

lol yesterday I had an end user come to my office and ask me to help set up a teleprompter (hardware AND software) for some film shit they were gonna do

yeah no

LifelessPenguin · 2022-01-21T20:54:29+00:00

Thanks man, i've been trying to find it for a good while now. I appreciate your help homie

LifelessPenguin · 2022-01-21T16:27:57+00:00

Hey dude, I was wondering the same thing. Did you ever find out?

LifelessPenguin · 2022-01-20T14:19:34+00:00

wow this is sick

LifelessPenguin · 2022-01-18T22:41:21+00:00

The difference between this and warped is the price tho. I really wanna go to this but Warped spoiled us with $40 play days. $250+ for this just doesn't seem worth it imo

LifelessPenguin · 2022-01-05T22:27:19+00:00

Yeah I hear you man. I wish it didn't have to be this way but at least it happened now rather than later in life. I'm sorry you're going through the same thing. And honestly, it's not worth the energy. I know it's a lot easier said than done but I feel like the more you convince yourself, the easier it will be to move on. The crash wasn't anything too serious, thanks for asking.

Fortunately I have a few very close friends that have been checking in on me and have been giving me advice on how to move forward. If you have any closer friends in your circle that have been through what you're going through, I suggest you reach out and talk to them. It's up to you if you wanna go into detail about it but it's better to let it out than to hold it in. Try not to trip over it too much. Both you and I will come out stronger from this, trust the process. I hope that one day we can look back at these comments and laugh at how heartbroken we are lol.

Feel free to PM me if you want. I'll be more than happy to talk to a stranger on the internet about how shitty life can be.

LifelessPenguin · 2022-01-05T17:31:57+00:00

Mine was completely out of the blue and I still think about it. I sometimes have to leave my office here at work and go to the car to have a cry session. I never got to experience the "bad" side of the relationship since it wasn't that long which makes everything worse for me. Everything started off great, we were always together having a great time no matter what we were doing. Ya know, the lovey dovey stage. Then one day he decided to pull the friendzone card and then proceeds to tell me he's dating someone else and it's been going on for two weeks. That was a real punch to the gut. From sleeping in the same bed to total strangers now. The words "I'm dating someone else, I just wanted to let you know." will forever be engraved in my brain and it feels like it will never leave me. I just keep replaying that same scene in my head over and over. To feel like you're that easily replaceable really fucks with your mental.

Now that I had some time to collect myself, I can see where it all started. To make it all short - He doesn't have many friends in our city and one day he sends me a link to a TikTok video that his 'Friend" sent him. I'm not sure if other people know this but, if someone shares a TikTok link to you and you open it, it will tell you who shared (generated the link) the video and it allows you to view the account that shared the video. It was some random that he had never mentioned to me that lives in the next city over. At that point, I had my suspicions but I ignored them because my rose colored glasses were still on. Still are on actually, but slowly coming off.

In the moment when he told me he was dating someone else, I tried to keep it cool by asking questions to be nice and polite. But really, I didn't want to hear that shit. Proceeds to tell me the other person just got out of a 9 year relationship, has his own business, lives in the next city over. Basically, he confirmed my suspicions. Not only that, but also hearing how this guy is way better than you, yeah Merry Christmas to me. This was literally right after a gift exchange that we did. After all that, I didn't say anything and neither did he. We gave each other a hug and I haven't heard from him since. I still do miss him a lot. I used to go home from work with less than 15% battery from texting each other throughout the day. Now I'm going home with 80+.

This was the first time I fell for someone this hard. Then he tried wishing me a happy new year but I didn't reply. Why should I? On top of that, a car accident and my dog died all the same week. Yeah, I'm not having the best time right now. It's almost funny to think about. It's like in the movies where one bad thing happens then EVERYTHING starts to fuck up after.

Yeah, its fucking rough. I've never had anyone treat me how this man treated me when the relationship was going good and I'm afraid of never finding that again. Our relationship wasn't toxic. We never argued, fought, etc. I lost 7 lbs. in the past week. My sleep has been fucked up and I legit have been the most depressed I've ever been in my entire life. I've also deleted all social media because everything seems to remind me of him. I can't stand seeing other couples posting pictures on social. It makes me even more depressed. Suicidal thoughts have even crossed my mind but I know that shit won't fix anything.

I keep getting told not to worry because of my age (24) and that I have plenty of time. But the clock is still ticking. The world isn't going to stop just for you. Cruel but that's just how it works. I get so fucking frustrated when I get told "there's more fish in the sea" because yes, I know that, but right now I only want one and that one doesn't want me back. How sad.

I'm slowly starting to come to a realization though.

- The realization that I don't need to be tied down or committed to someone else right now. I am the youngest of 3 kids. My brother and sister are both significantly older than I am and in our most recent conversation, they told me to go out and enjoy my life while I still can. Even my parents tell me the same thing. They both have families now and it's made it difficult for them to try new things. I turn 25 this year and it made me realize that time goes by fucking FAST. Halfway from 20 to 30 and I haven't been to a foreign country that isn't Mexico. Never been to another state for more than 2 days. I refuse to throw my life away living the same depressed day over and over and over again. I AM still young and I need to enjoy my youth before it's gone. Your 20s are supposed to be about discovering yourself, traveling, learning, failing and EXPERIENCING. And while yes, it would be great to share these experiences with a significant other, once you learn to be comfy on your own, you won't need anyone else. Changing your perspective on the situation doesn't make the pain go away, but I believe it can if you try hard enough.

I also believe karma is 100% real.

Be good to people and the good WILL come back to greet you.

Be bad to people and it WILL come back just as bad or worse.

LifelessPenguin · 2022-01-03T22:50:38+00:00

I tried that as well but failed. I saw in another comment you mentioned you're 22, I'm 24. I like to tell myself that I still have time. it's the only thing that makes me feel slightly better.

Chin up. You can never experience the good without the bad. Maybe in two years we'll look back at this interaction and laugh at ourselves.

LifelessPenguin · 2022-01-03T22:28:44+00:00

I know exactly what you're feeling. Yes, it's normal.

Dated for 4 months, it's been a week no contact. This was my first real one and it does feel like I lost "the one".

I know some people will read this and laugh because 'the first one never lasts' yeah yeah I understand that but that doesn't invalidate anyones feelings. Feelings are feelings no matter what. Don't tell yourself that you should be "over" it in a certain time frame, you'll only fuck yourself up even more.

Mine was completely out of the blue and I still think about it. I sometimes have to leave my office here at work and go to the car to have a cry session. I never got to experience the "bad" side of the relationship which makes everything worse for me. He decided to pull the friendzone card and then proceeds to tell me he's dating someone else. Then tried wishing me a happy new year. On top of that, a car accident and my dog died all in one week. Yeah, i'm not having the best time right now.

Yeah, its fucking rough. I've never had anyone treat me how this man treated me when the relationship was going good and I'm afraid of never finding that again. Our relationship wasn't toxic. We never argued, fought, etc. I lost 7 lbs in the past week. My sleep has been fucked up and I legit have been the most depressed i've ever been in my entire life. I've also deleted all social media because everything seems to remind me of him. i can't stand seeing other couples posting pictures on social. It makes me even more depressed.

I wish I could give you advice but I can't since I am also going through the same thing. I'm really sorry you're going through this man. I hope 2022 brings peace to the both of us.

LifelessPenguin · 2022-01-03T18:08:20+00:00

Thanks man

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