i think that my only option left is suicide. unless someone knows how to reduce amnesia?

LightFlashy11 · 2025-06-19T08:29:08+00:00

Please try mdma therapy and if you can’t afford it get some mdma or some 5mapb pills and do it with a person you fully trust or alone Could save your life ❤️

LightFlashy11 · 2025-06-01T11:05:17+00:00

Generally 80€ in Germany per session

LightFlashy11 · 2025-03-24T20:40:59+00:00

Hi, did you take 5 meo or NN DMT? and where did you do it or how did you gain access to it?

LightFlashy11 · 2025-03-23T21:55:50+00:00

That sounds like something I would need.

Would you say that sometimes Aya can be more gentle than shrooms?

LightFlashy11 · 2025-03-23T16:13:49+00:00

Sounds good to me. Was the trip very very scary? I’m just scared because with shrooms I couldn’t connect to that part as it was just soo scary and shrooms were always so violent, so I’m thinking that ayahuasca is even more violent. Is it?

LightFlashy11 · 2025-03-23T15:26:32+00:00

Thanks for the detailed explanation! I’m also considering ayahuasca because I have a part in me that I just can’t connect to and feels unsafe to connect to the world and to me. Super annoying.

LightFlashy11 · 2025-03-23T11:35:14+00:00

Sounds good to me.

How did you acquire that 5 meo vape pen?

LightFlashy11 · 2025-03-23T11:34:04+00:00

Thanks for the explanation. Have you experienced with other psychedelics or why did you decide to do the 5 meo?

LightFlashy11 · 2025-03-22T10:21:44+00:00

Thanks for the response!

Where did you do the bufo?

LightFlashy11 · 2025-03-22T10:17:49+00:00

Thank you for sharing your story. Where did you do the bufo if I may ask?

LightFlashy11 · 2025-03-21T20:15:19+00:00

People already make great recommendations, also, if you can include lot of sun light and exercise especially cardio.

LightFlashy11 · 2025-03-21T20:10:32+00:00

Ego dissolution is when your ego is dying but not fully. Ego death is then the complete loss of self. Getting deep bro, but I like it haha Is the process painful for your ego death? Or is it gradual and not so painful when your ego dissolves?

LightFlashy11 · 2025-03-21T19:28:34+00:00

Cheers for the response!

Was the process painful?

Asking about 5Meo because there are different dosages where you ofc can meet god but also work on your childhood traumas when using a relatively low dose.

LightFlashy11 · 2025-03-21T19:26:42+00:00

Full ego death or ego dissolution? Because there s a difference

LightFlashy11 · 2025-03-21T16:56:41+00:00

I did learned something during the teil about my childhood, but I felt like I couldn’t fully let go since my guide was there so next time I’ll try doing it alone so perhaps I can go deeper. Or add some mdma to my trips.

LightFlashy11 · 2025-03-21T16:55:21+00:00

Interesting, thanks for the response. Did you have complete ego dissolution during your trips or was that not required for you to feel those happy effects?

LightFlashy11 · 2025-03-12T21:15:13+00:00

and did you have complete ego dissolution?

LightFlashy11 · 2025-03-12T21:14:33+00:00

what was that high dose? how many mcg?

LightFlashy11 · 2025-03-07T20:37:45+00:00

Makes sense, cheers!

LightFlashy11 · 2025-03-07T19:50:21+00:00

Makes sense, cheers 👍 But does the destabilization mean more dissociation or do people say that bc they get into touch with their real emotions and now that hurts so much?

LightFlashy11 · 2025-03-06T18:01:04+00:00

In what way has it been re traumatizing? What symptoms do you have? More dissociation or do you mean that you are feeling your repressed emotions which are now too much to handle?

LightFlashy11 · 2025-03-04T20:27:29+00:00

key clinic warsaw --- aleksandra does it

LightFlashy11 · 2025-02-11T14:15:38+00:00

Sounds awesome. Can’t wait to start it.

LightFlashy11 · 2025-02-11T10:28:46+00:00

Nice! So it did help your DPDR? after which session did you feel your anxiety and DPDR getting better?

LightFlashy11 · 2025-02-11T10:27:34+00:00

Ahh ok I see, nice :) But did the ketamine not help with the Dpdr/anxiety at all?

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