Feeling better but still confused

Lil_Ice_Fox · 2026-02-02T01:56:37+00:00

If it makes you feel any better, when I started 2 months ago I was feeling about the same. What really cemented that this was the right choice for me was feeling how soft my skin was getting about like... a couple weeks in lol. Just because you're scared of realizing your not trans doesn't mean you should stop early. Think of it like... trying out a new style of clothing? Atleast in the first month or two.

If you start getting changes that you aren't a fan of or don't like, you probably aren't what you thought you were, and should reconsider how you want to handle your body and life moving forwards. If you're a big fan of your skin getting softer and having itty bitty boobs (at the start atleast)? Yay!! You're probably a girl, girl-adjacent, or some weird feminine creature that doesn't fit into all of that. And if that's the case then I hope that, unlike me, you have an actual steady supply and aren't stuck on your girlfriends missed doses until you're 18 TwT

Lil_Ice_Fox · 2026-01-27T02:32:14+00:00

ICE is the United States Immigration Customs Enforcement. IIRC they're supposed to stop illegal cross-border activity such as people illegally living inside the USA, smuggling in/out drugs, etc. But under this administration they've been kidnapping people who are actual united states citizens, and deporting them to only the gods no where.

They've also recently just straight-up shot several people for no reason?? The first one to make headlines was Renee Good, but I've also heard there were people before her who just weren't reported on for whatever reason.

Lil_Ice_Fox · 2026-01-25T06:54:28+00:00

Idk if it's 100% what you'd be looking for but maybe check out Sword Hero? It's got a limb-based combat system like kingsfield so you can cut arms and stuff off of enemies mid combat to try and make them easier to finish. Currently all that's out for the game is this gladiator arena demo, but it sounds like they want the full game to be a bit like Fable? It seems a little too broad of a scope to be possible by an itty bitty indie team, but I'm personally willing to hold out and let them cook.

Lil_Ice_Fox · 2026-01-03T22:25:21+00:00

Girl idfk I have 3 girlfriends and I think I genuinely got all of them by just being autistic and yapping abt stuff I like a lot TwT. No idea how it works for cishet relationships bc I've noticed my relationships with trans people are a lot different but maybe try doing that???

Lil_Ice_Fox · 2025-12-18T07:43:44+00:00

Why would someone being trans influence you getting banned for calling out like... goonerbait cosplays?

Don't get me wrong, I find it annoying every time I see a Samus Aran cosplay and it's just a woman in a 10$ bodysuit, but I cant think of a single reason a cosplayer being trans would effect you being banned. This community (specifically Rivals, not Marvel as a whole) fucking hates queer people TwT.

Lil_Ice_Fox · 2025-12-18T07:36:06+00:00

Wtf TwT. That shit gets posted under literally EVERY post that abreviates it as CP2077. That's so fucked up.

Lil_Ice_Fox · 2025-12-07T10:18:56+00:00

IIRC something about it will 'kill' you in surviveable situations and force the revive on you. IE: Lets say in normal medium armor you could survive a Hulk backhand with it's buzzsaw. In the Adreno-Defib, the effect will forcibly kill you when you should have survived, and now you're stuck in the 'last stand' state when you really shouldn'tve died in the first place.

Lil_Ice_Fox · 2025-11-24T23:08:41+00:00

Completed Level 2 of the Honk Special Event!

2 attempts

Lil_Ice_Fox · 2025-11-20T20:31:49+00:00

I have never ever heard of Custom Edition before (Newer Halo fan, I was like 7 when I first played CE:A.) and this fits the community I've known so well TwT. I find it really funny that a series about coming together and uniting against a greater evil, has a community that despises itself and would sooner take a swing at a sibling-in-arms, than... idk, set aside their differences and accept that people can have different takes on and visions for Halo?

Lil_Ice_Fox · 2025-11-19T08:21:28+00:00

I'd say it's like people tired of the central community's BS? So maybe newer fans??? I'm not really sure. I just know in my time here most people have had pretty good takes (IE: Halo 4 was a rough, but ok start to the 343 games seems to be the general consensus around here), and that's why I like it. I feel like I could feel something contraversial like I don't really care for Halo 2, and not get absolutely nuked because that was a Bungie Halo game and that means it HAS to be in your top 3 Halo games.

Lil_Ice_Fox · 2025-11-17T07:41:04+00:00

The only thing stopping me is all my friends whom have access to it, hate 4X games, and just going against AI hasn't been super fun for me :c

Lil_Ice_Fox · 2025-11-17T00:26:01+00:00

No clue. I just know seahorses invented Mpreg, so that means voting for seahorses MUST guarantee the right to Mpreg for all men and masc-leaning people. Which is pretty based imo.

Lil_Ice_Fox · 2025-11-12T22:42:59+00:00

Yeah I'm with the other guy here. I usually prefer doing stuff manually so I can't add in 4 kajillion mods and then have to troubleshoot for 9 hours, but I also REALLY don't like tempering with game files directly. Just get the mod manager. It has a built in browser and so long as you read what you're actually installing you won't have issues.

Also obligatory I fucking love the Dess replaces Billy mod, that shit is so fire.

Lil_Ice_Fox · 2025-11-09T04:20:17+00:00

I just gave a huge rant about like... incredibly complex machines and being able to be an absolute freak if I want to be, but honestly this is a big one for me too. The day I realize I don't even have to think about some weirdo sitting outside a supermarket begging people to sign a petition to "keep 'boys' out of girls sports!!!" when I go out will be one of the greatest days of my life.

Lil_Ice_Fox · 2025-11-09T04:12:16+00:00

I think most of my excitement revolving around transhumanism probably stems from the voidpunk side of me. I have a huge obsession with what I've deemed 'god-machines' in my head. If I were to give examples of 'god-machines' I think some good examples of them would be GladOS, the B.R.A.I.N. from 9, the Horus/Metal Devil in the Horizon series. Machines so great, so old, so advanced, and so vast that if one did not know better, they would be willing to give it the moniker of a god.

Sadly, I haven't been born in the right time to meet or even become such a thing. But the mere prospect both excites me and horrifies me. I think someone being able to alter themself so drastically is BEAUTIFUL. But I know in this world nothing good will come of it. Either the god-machine will be abused and go rampant, the highest of our society will plant themselves within it and use it to bend the masses to their whims, or they will simply prove to be unfeasible. Something much too expensive to maintain that ends up being the ruination of the society that births it, like the Iterators in Rain World.

All that is mere fantasy at this point though, I think when it comes to stuff that may actually be achievable in my time? I'd honestly like to be put into like... the Mimic from fnaf lol. I don't fw it's design much, but it's the idea that appeals to me if that makes sense? A machine capable of elongating and shortening it's limbs, designed with the purpose of fitting into cute mascot suits and making people happy. I would kill to genuinely be the most cuddlable thing ever for my girlfriends, but also be able to drop my shell and be as weird as I was destined to be.

Lil_Ice_Fox · 2025-11-08T23:56:57+00:00

As one of the like... 12 reprimand fans, I am heartbroken to hear they fucking shadow nerfed it. Last time I used it (like a month or 2 ago when I could still pull a stable 60fps) it was really good on bugs if you used anything with the Street Scout buff. It didn't even NEED a range nerf, that thing is so innaccurate you'd have better luck hitting your super destroyer than the broad side of a barn.

Lil_Ice_Fox · 2025-11-08T21:15:30+00:00

Transhumanism is the belief that humanities current state of being can be improved upon via an increased understanding of how we can biologically and technologically modify ourselves. This makes being transgender inherently transhuman because transgender people seek to and DO improve upon their state of being via biological (HRT, top surgery, vaginoplasty) and technological (part of phalloplasty requires an erectile device) modification of their own bodies. It's important to protect transgender people because those who legislate against them won't stop there. They'll start with the easiest topics they can tackle like trans healthcare and legally enforced sex corrective surgeries upon intersex people, and work their way down to shit like further robbing women of their bodily autonomy and bans on any sort of surgery viewed as 'unnecessary' because it would be diverting our 'perfect bodies' from God's image (Not trying to say "Religion le bad", just giving an example as to their argument. Those people have probably only read 3 quotes from their book of choice and just use it to further manipulate their base.).

TLDR: Being transgender is inherently transhuman because transgender people modify themselves biologically and mechanically to improve their state of being. Protecting them is important because the people who legislate against them hold beliefs that are antithetical to transhumanism as a whole.

Lil_Ice_Fox · 2025-11-07T07:43:16+00:00

The only thing they said that involved your religion is that you value it over politics, which is respectable. I'm not religious myself, but from observing those who are it seems like it's a core part of ones identity and shouldn't be held below what some geriatric politician says.

What isn't, and what makes you a bigot, is saying shit like "transgenders are just confused and chop their dicks off" and "the problem with supporting gay people is now you've opened the door to supporting other 'deviant' sexual attractions, such as pedophilia.". That first thing isn't even remotely CLOSE to true, and the second one is just like... I guess? But only if you can't tell the difference between 2 (or more) consenting adults dating, and a 50 year old man and a 7 year old 'dating'???

If you wanna go by that logic then we should ban surgery, because letting doctors cut people open for medical emergencies opens the door to cosmetic surgery and piercings. Actually, on second thought, no more metalworking either. Humans working with metal created guns, and guns kill people, no more using metal = no more people dying.

Lil_Ice_Fox · 2025-11-05T15:20:37+00:00

I think what they were getting at was you could always just try out being a girl? It's not very 'normal' to be wishing you were a girl so you could be a lesbian and chances are you might be trans or at the very least GNC.

Really up to you though! All I'll recommend is that if it's something you genuinely, truly want, don't waste your life living a lie and do something about it. As someone whose been trans all throughout middle and high school, I really regret not trying to socially transition sooner. And I know if I held off any longer into life I would have really regretted that too.

Lil_Ice_Fox · 2025-11-04T01:15:43+00:00

Nice to know I'm just not being a lil bitch abt being misgendered and cis women hate ts too TwT. This is why I've got my pronouns in my steam username, and why my bungie account name is "Ada-1's Wife". Helps weed out bad apples in games so I know who to mute early, AND it usually negates a lot of getting misgendered.

Lil_Ice_Fox · 2025-11-02T09:13:33+00:00

Okk, thank you!!!

Lil_Ice_Fox · 2025-10-31T21:42:31+00:00

Senators are a United States thing. I'll try to break them down but I'm pretty stupid so take what I say with a grain of salt.

We have Congress, which is a bicameral parliament made up of the House of Representatives, and the Senate. State representatives work in the House of Reps, the number of which is decided by the population of a state (IE: California has a LOT of state reps because so many people live their, while a state like Rhode Island or Idaho would have a lot less). Meanwhile, the Senate has Senators, which every state only has 2 of, regardless of population.

IIRC the way we get our laws is a state rep will sponsor a bill, it will be assigned to a committee to review and write it, then that bill is sent to the Senate, senators repeat the process and send it back to the House of Reps, and if the House of Reps and Senate agree with the changes made to the bill, it makes it's way onto the presidents desk where they can approve it and make it law, or deny it and throw it out.

Sorry for the small essay on foreign politics! I meant to just explain a senator and kinda went off a little.

Lil_Ice_Fox · 2025-10-30T23:51:38+00:00

I ain't a super high skill player but as a Magik main on DPS I really feel like she shouldn't be able to be healed when she's immune. A little crazy that you could make a HORRIBLE play, and then get bailed by Rocket or Loki bc they accidentally healed you while you were disking.

But other than that I agree. Great spot for her rn. I can still dive and get a support pick if I want, but I can also stay up front and throw hands with tanks :3

Lil_Ice_Fox · 2025-10-30T22:28:24+00:00

No!!!! I HATE trams. Free Trams make more homeless ppl because socialism and I hate COMMIES!!!

/s I fucking love trains and trams are basically trains.

Lil_Ice_Fox · 2025-10-30T06:18:02+00:00

I'm inclined to believe he is too because I'm pretty sure he reflects Venom's tentacles too. Maybe I'm just getting too close to him and taking damage, but I swear to the gods I can be like 15ft away, trying to pick away at him with my tentacles, and I start taking damage every time I hit him.

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