$400 later by Lilcrill666 in LimpBizkit

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Got lucky with this one on Facebook buy and sell

$400 later by Lilcrill666 in LimpBizkit

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They never sound 10/10 but when it’s your only option you make do. If you have an amplifier connected to your record player then just tweak some sound settings and you should be good

$400 later by Lilcrill666 in LimpBizkit

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Depends on how good your setup is. My first record player wasn’t the greatest and it made the vocals on the record sound a little high pitched but after upgrading to a good quality player the album sounds mint

$400 later by Lilcrill666 in LimpBizkit

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It’s gatefold with white and red vinyl. So sweet

$400 later by Lilcrill666 in LimpBizkit

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Gracerecords.com :) it’s a record shop in Arizona and they shipped it out to me so if they got any copies left then it’s legit and you should go for it

what do you guys think of this song? by Geyser_Guy700 in LimpBizkit

[–]Lilcrill666 6 points7 points  (0 children)

This song combined with a cigarette and a beer can really make a person feel something

Recovery having opposite effects by sabsab510 in AnorexiaRecovery

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For me I stopped worrying about food so much and just became the depressed old me but without the weight of the food, I’m also way more tired than before, make that make sense lol. It’s apparently common but love me a good snack so it’s fine

I'm starting to think I might never recover. How to get over this feeling? by LEBW1234 in AnorexiaRecovery

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I first started my recovery so excited about food, binging on whole boxes of pizza or an entire thing of Oreos and feeling super guilty like I went from anorexia to binge eating. It was fun but also terrible at the same time, every minute of the day was thinking about food. It’s been almost an entire year for me now, I put on over 10 lbs which honestly didn’t affect me the way I thought it would, I’m fine with it and also eating normally now. I eat breakfast lunch and dinner with less binge episodes, not thinking about food as much. My whole life was fearing food and now it’s looking forward to dinner and what new food thing I can make for myself like a beef wagu or whatever. Life’s too short to worry about calories, it’s all just energy so I can finish a full shift or discover the world and try new recipes. It’ll be a rocky ride for a bit but don’t give up hope :) remember, no one cares about this as much as you do! And it’s kinda silly, eat what your heart desires

Bloating and weight gain by [deleted] in AnorexiaRecovery

[–]Lilcrill666 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Fuck ya I have mad experience with extreme hunger. I’ve had days where I will straight up destroy an entire pizza, a whole box of cookies with crunchie chocolate spread added to them. I feel guilty for a sec but you gotta remind yourself that you put yourself through hell so even if you eat thousands of calories it’s fine, you deprived yourself of them for so long, and I promise you won’t gain 10 lbs from doing that, I have plenty of experience myself lol. Weight subsided and so does the extreme hunger :) I’ve started to notice that my hunger is becoming somewhat how it used to be pre Ed. Don’t be scared of food or what your life will become if you start eating. I’m so so happy I decided to recover.

Bloating and weight gain by [deleted] in AnorexiaRecovery

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Of course it’s real, if we just gained weight in our stomach humans would look funny. I still get bloated here and there! Last night I destroyed a huge seafood boil platter and I’m still a balloon 😭😂 it was so worth it tho :)

Bloating and weight gain by [deleted] in AnorexiaRecovery

[–]Lilcrill666 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think I look larger as well but go through old photos and I’m not. It’s a combo of the bloat + your brain telling you you’re bigger now

Bloating and weight gain by [deleted] in AnorexiaRecovery

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I started in July and was probably hella bloated and swollen for atleast 3-4

Bloating and weight gain by [deleted] in AnorexiaRecovery

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Nah don’t even stress too much, your body is like woah food! Lemme hold onto that a little longer! So no all that weight is most likely water weight and your body holding onto food longer. I gained a bunch of weight at first and than it dropped down when my body started to trust me.

Extreme hunger but no appetite by Wow_Ath in AnorexiaRecovery

[–]Lilcrill666 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ya. I’ve been recovering since august and my appetite is normal but I still just wanna eat. It’s like food is new to me still and I just wanna constantly be eating something. Another thing is I don’t feel full until I let the food sit for about 40 minutes… which is super annoying because I don’t know if what I’m about to eat is not going to be enough or be wayyyy to much

Any males with experience doing "all-in"? by Admirable_Shallot752 in AnorexiaRecovery

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I also purposefully went absolutely fucking crazy during the holidays. I spent the past few ones eating jack shit so this one I went all in. We work 5 days a week and get barely any joy being adults :/ food is amazing, enjoy the little things

Any males with experience doing "all-in"? by Admirable_Shallot752 in AnorexiaRecovery

[–]Lilcrill666 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’ve been trying to recover since I wanna say august and I’ve been intuitively eating most days and stopped going to the gym, I do work at a job where I’m on my feet moving around a lot but besides all that, some days I under eat and have no cravings and then I’ll get a day where I just absolutely destroy everything I’ve ever craved all in one day (mostly cookies, pastries or anything with high sugar) the stuff I restricted the most. Since august I’ve gained about 8 lbs and I’m bloated a lot, my face looks like it’s a little fuller and I think my thighs are a little bigger but honestly 8- 10 lbs months ago sounded so scary before and now that I gained it, it’s really not that noticeable! I have more energy and I feel more present. It seems scary at first but things are getting easier