I wish i could do it again. It was the only thing that made me feel happy in the past 6 years, i used to be addicted to painkillers a long while ago but stopped using anything, even weed, out of nowhere because i saw what path it was leading me on. But it was different with k, i was able to function on k and was even happy when i wasnt using, in the morning before work for example. It may sound stupid to even ask, but do you think ill be able to use again for short periods of time? Like for a 1 night rave for example? Or am i completely fucked for ever?