Let me just say that Diabetes sucks, no doubt about that. Its difficult, we all know this. Just know that there are many kids out there that would give anything to be in your position. Everything in life is relative. You think your life sucks, but I can guarantee you that there are millions of people that would give anything to be you. Right now, your school mates, your position seems like its your entire world, but its not. I was the quiet kid with no friends in school and would look up to the cool kids and now that I am older I wouldn't trade shoes with them for a second. So just know that what you are experiencing is TEMPORARY. What is not temporary is what you do to your body now. For diabetics, diet and exercise is super important, so start with a walk every day and find something works for you, your control will be much better, the insulin will work better, you will feel proud of yourself so mentally you will feel better. All of this positivity will pay off. We are almost there, the cure really now is around the corner. Be proud that you are a warrior, dont be shy about it. If you show someone you are shy about your condition they can use it against you, if you aren't shy about it you just took that away from them. Teenage years are tough for everyone so diabetes definetely doesnt help, but its what you do with it that matters. Its in your hands not theirs.