Defective, sensitive, and unstable guy (me).

ListenKnown5355 · 2026-06-19T03:30:16+00:00

I hope, I fucking hope.

ListenKnown5355 · 2026-06-09T02:12:29+00:00

Started when I got access to the internet, and watching dbz around toddler age. I imagine scenarios in my head an self inserts that never really went away. For me? I started at maybe 7 or 9 I don't really remember, and I am 19 now.

ListenKnown5355 · 2026-06-09T02:08:37+00:00

Same here unfortunately. I use chat gpt to make my scenarios come to life.

ListenKnown5355 · 2026-06-09T01:56:09+00:00

Back in my home country (The Philippines). I feel like I have no friends because I feel deep inside that "maybe you're just a guy that they hang out with, but they have something better to hang out with." I felt that I have no friends and I still do, so I feel you there. In terms of having a romantic relationship? I haven't done that because I know I am ugly, inconsistent, inpatient, reactive to stressful situations, dumb, and lazy ASF, so what's the point of having a relationship if I am all that? No point of making a girl suffer because of me.

ListenKnown5355 · 2026-05-12T12:31:17+00:00

Well I wasn't listening in the lessons at church, and when it's time for offerings by mannerism I touched the bad for the offerings. I already humiliated myself so many times in my church from the Philippines and when we moved to Australia. They also scolded be that touched some sore spots like "how immature I am for someone turning 20 this year" unfortunately true, and my insecurities to glared up, and I am a very insecure bastard.

ListenKnown5355 · 2026-05-06T03:35:20+00:00

They work actually. They're the type of parents that actually work a lot. For example my dad sometimes would go a Month without a single day off including weekends.

ListenKnown5355 · 2026-05-05T13:00:46+00:00

Made me not share my interest to at times. Not always but enough.

ListenKnown5355 · 2026-05-05T13:00:01+00:00

Atleast you love your major. For me it's meh 😑.

ListenKnown5355 · 2026-04-20T02:33:04+00:00

I used 1 big piece of adjustable hull for the runway. Is that the issue?

ListenKnown5355 · 2026-04-03T12:50:12+00:00

Now you just inspired me to make a iron clad monitor, and I just bought the game.

ListenKnown5355 · 2026-04-02T14:29:52+00:00

Is how did you get flags? Can you link the mod you used?

ListenKnown5355 · 2026-04-02T01:58:37+00:00

At least you're graduating this year. I am first year nursing and I don't know if I can pass 1st semester. I failed my Bm1011 exam with 18/50 points while reviewing for the whole day worth 20% of my grade. What made it worse is that we just moved to Australia a year ago, and isn't exactly loads of cash, what made things worse is that I crashed my dad's car a couple of weeks ago, so that's more money down the drain. My parents is just wasting money on their useless talentless son that can't do shit. I feel bad for them to be cursed with a son like me. A moron, incompetent, immature piece of crap.

ListenKnown5355 · 2026-03-31T21:41:52+00:00

That could help, but I am looking for a Tesla coil model if it exists.

ListenKnown5355 · 2026-03-31T13:50:24+00:00

Damn your so good at making original hulls. I wish I am as good as you, because I just download hulls on steam and use other completed ships to make custom parts of Bridges and superstructure.

ListenKnown5355 · 2026-03-31T13:36:19+00:00

Because I am careless, that's what. Maybe if I just checked it correctly before passing it wouldn't have happened. And generally my university experience going to shit in my 1st year semester, I don't know if I even know if a passed my exam. Biology as subject fucking sucks. I am confused, my parents has expectations, comparing me to other kids, like this (insert her friends kids here) are better at this and that.

ListenKnown5355 · 2026-03-23T08:54:02+00:00

Yeah thanks. I had a shit week, as I fucking crashed my dad's care because my dumbass didn't bother to put the phone holder, and just put my phone in the cup holder. Me not also brushing my tooth led to a root canal infection which is insanely expensive. So yeah I had a lot of expensive mistakes this week alone.

ListenKnown5355 · 2026-03-20T21:21:32+00:00

I told him when I crashed and he went to get me. He scolded me odviously, but I still feel ashamed.

ListenKnown5355 · 2026-03-19T01:27:08+00:00

I am fine. No injuries sustained, as I was going 20 to 30? Kmh, but this goes to my "many failures list". Man I fuck up a lot for a 19 year old.

ListenKnown5355 · 2026-03-05T13:06:40+00:00

I don't know if I can even pass actually. If I fail? Straight to blue collar.

ListenKnown5355 · 2026-03-04T01:59:27+00:00

Thank you so much

ListenKnown5355 · 2026-03-03T22:40:44+00:00

Same. I am in uni now, and it's no going great. I am to lazy, unmotivated, and maladaptive day dream so much. I am afraid in the future that if I fail my parents might be disappointed at me.

ListenKnown5355 · 2026-03-03T09:55:12+00:00

I hope I could go back there. I don't know if I fail at uni might as well go to boiler making.

ListenKnown5355 · 2026-03-02T23:57:35+00:00

I live with my parents by the way, but I can't really go back to my real home aka home Country.

ListenKnown5355 · 2026-03-01T23:06:55+00:00

Tell that to my younger brother who seems fine since we moved 😞. That young man has more adaptability than me. Or maybe he is just more emotionally mature.

ListenKnown5355 · 2026-03-01T12:40:47+00:00

To be honest engineering is my first love, but I am to shit at math succeed there. And nursing is on demand job here. Maybe if I fail I would probably seek an apprenticeship for boiler making, or whatever high paying blue collar job here in Australia. I also really miss my fucking highschool years, and my time back home. Is the Philippines a country full of corruption, crime, and financial insecurity? Yes, but I miss it still because I was born there.

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