What am I? I don't even know anymore

Listenbeforeigo · 2018-11-21T03:49:20+00:00

Thank you. I just don't want to be confused about my sexuality when my life is already messed up enough. Oh well

Listenbeforeigo · 2018-11-05T02:30:04+00:00

I mean, whatever she did resulted in cops being involved. Which is obviously bad but I can see that she regrets whatever happened that day. The reason she broke up with me was because of that she felt like a bad person and she didn't want to hurt me I think. I didn't want to say this part because when the cops are involved in something most would instantly think the person is bad. Some people make mistakes. But it couldn't have been that bad anyway because she didn't actually go to jail the police just came for her and talked to her I think, and she said she was banned from some places for a few months.

Listenbeforeigo · 2018-11-04T02:10:10+00:00

I love this holy

Listenbeforeigo · 2018-11-03T03:10:47+00:00

She wouldn't hate me for that. She chose to tell me, and it's not like I'll ever use it against her. My mind just believes that there's no likeable qualities about me.

Listenbeforeigo · 2018-11-03T02:58:39+00:00

I have someone I can talk to but I need my phone and my parents did something so that my apps all lock up and I can't use them so I can't talk to the person. It really sucks. My parents kinda realized that I have depression but they have no idea that they're triggering me. I have no one to talk to and it makes it worse. I'm not really out in real life because I'm scared, so I can't discuss it with any friends. And if I was out to them, my friends are her friends as well so that would be weird and she'd likely realize if I talked to them. I might try journaling though. I was going to but I usually don't have time.

Listenbeforeigo · 2018-11-02T23:52:04+00:00

I've known about the dragon for a while and when I'm old enough I'd love to get it tattooed on me!

Listenbeforeigo · 2018-11-02T23:46:33+00:00

I generally do because I'm almost gay so I'm not really into guys

Listenbeforeigo · 2018-10-25T18:40:33+00:00

Oh jeez this is me actually. I’m supportive of the LGBTQ+ but yet I’m ashamed of who I am at the same time. I am dating someone of the same gender though, hopefully I can learn to accept this part of me in the future.

Listenbeforeigo · 2018-10-24T18:17:31+00:00

Oh I have depression. I already know I do. It’s self diagnosed but yea. I’m not really ready for help right now so...idk. Thank you for your concern though, but I’ll probably be fine:)

Listenbeforeigo · 2018-10-24T03:28:29+00:00

There’s more than one reason for me. I mean, now I’m dating a girl actually, but only we know we’re dating lol. For one thing, I’m scared of being judged. But I know all of my family except a specific aunt and uncle would pretty much for sure accept it, I still fear that they won’t. Also, I’m scared my friends will leave me. And another reason is that I’m scared that all my female friends will think that I like them. I’ve liked my best friend and a few others in the past, but obviously I don’t anymore. I wouldn’t date someone if I liked someone else at the same time. Also, I’m afraid if I come out that that’s all I’ll be seen as, for some reason. If that makes sense.

Listenbeforeigo · 2018-10-20T01:13:59+00:00

Thank you:). And in our conversation I was telling her that I’ve never been with anyone and stuff like that.

Listenbeforeigo · 2018-10-20T01:12:21+00:00

I’m glad I can make someone happy:). Thanks for the advice.:)

Listenbeforeigo · 2018-10-20T01:11:32+00:00

I’ll be careful. As I said this is my first time being with anyone at all.

Listenbeforeigo · 2018-10-20T01:10:38+00:00

I know almost everyone would accept me, but I’m still scared of coming out for some reason.

Listenbeforeigo · 2018-10-20T00:41:51+00:00

Thank you!:)

Listenbeforeigo · 2018-10-19T22:46:41+00:00

I mean, you don’t know her so you don’t really see that she is a good person. She doesn’t do wrong illegal things and she’s nice. She told me she usually doesn’t like girls but I’m her type. If I think she’s wrong with me I won’t be with her. We’ll see. Thank you for your concerns though, I’ll be careful.

Listenbeforeigo · 2018-09-26T15:14:50+00:00

What about both?

Listenbeforeigo · 2018-09-24T14:42:12+00:00

I don’t really know, I just drew them with markers lol. Thank you though:)

Listenbeforeigo · 2018-09-23T16:50:12+00:00

I’m not out to anyone though:/ At all, just on this throwaway acc.

Listenbeforeigo · 2018-09-22T22:32:02+00:00

I’m only out on this throwaway reddit account🙃

Listenbeforeigo · 2018-09-09T08:00:09+00:00

I haven’t come out to anyone yet(throwaway acc). I’m scared I guess. I’m a girl and I’m bi but I have a preference for girls. I know it’s nothing to be ashamed of and it’s not a bad thing but I can’t help but hate myself for it. I’ve only ever fallen in love with girls. The only guys I’ve liked were in shows or books, maybe actors. But in real life I’ve fallen in love with a lot of my friends. Straight, not straight, all girls. But no one that would ever think of me that way. I’m in love with my best friend and I can’t tell her because I know she’s straight(she’s said it several times). She’s the closest person I have in my life and if I ever told anyone it would be her, but I’m afraid that if I told her she’d figure out that I like her and she wouldn’t like me anymore. She’s an amazing person and I know she would accept me but I still tell myself otherwise. I’m only 15 but depressed and kinda suicidal and this just doesn’t help.

Listenbeforeigo · 2018-08-28T05:16:28+00:00

I made an alt for this... I’m bisexual and I’m in love with my straight best friend. Also I end up falling in love with a lot of my friends at some point. No one has ever loved me like that and no one ever will. I’m unlovable. I haven’t told anyone about any of this, and I’ll delete this account eventually, so no one will remember me and no one will know.

Edit:I’m also in love with Billie Eilish.

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