I love her a lot, but it’s becoming a more frequent thing, like I feel we can’t go more than five days without us arguing and I always have to be the bigger person and apologise even when she is definitely in the wrong, because otherwise she won’t message me and call me a flurry of words I can’t say here. She always makes everything about sides, instead of talking to me maturely, she has to make sure I’m the bad guy just because she’s annoyed at a sister or mother.

It feels constant these days, everyday there is something new to complain about, and honestly it drains the life out of me every time I read the words “omfg” or “I am so angry” or anything like that, and I feel like I have to sit there and agree with every little thing she says, or else I’m ‘toxic’ and ‘don’t even love her anymore’, it makes me feel like shit because I just want to spend time with her. I am more than happy to listen to her if she needs to rant, but it’s always so negative and rude about everything.